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[raiva]

Alright, first of all since I know you'll read this eventually I'm sorry. I was an idiot before you left. It hadn't quite sunk in that you were actually leaving for good this time so I let dumb things get to me. It wasn't completely about the game. That was just a trigger, and I think deep down you understand that. As for what you mentioned in your

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[shell_bella]

I am sorry I haven't been online to read this before now. Dawn's internet sucks, and I was sulking. Yes I pulled a Gollum and sulked, drank too much wine and watched a ton of chick flicks with Dawn because I didn't want to read your reply. Not because I didn't know the answers, a part of me just wanted to be a bitch and sulk a little more. For this I am sorry, I hope you can forgive me.
*hugs* I am sorry to hear about your Grandma, I hope that her liver gets better and she is able to travel to the doctor's once more. Sorry to hear aobut your dad too. Tell your folks I said Hi!
And I still haven't found a job. Hell I am still living at Dawn's because Jan and Ed sleep most of the day, because Joe keeps them awake all night. Its kind of cute in a sadist way.
When you have a chance try to let me know that you are well, and what the hell is with the phone being busy 24/7? I have tried to call, really I have.

Anyway I have to go. *hugs* I miss you so very much. Take care of yourself, don't sweat the little things, and don't eat anything that Lee and Dave "found" while searching through the freezer.

love always, your shell