I don't know what to do

[raiva]

So I hit that point in my life that I have absolutely no idea what I'm doing. I'm terrified out of my mind and it was bad enough that I had a minor panic attack in class today. I blanked, cried a bit, didn't hear anything that was being said around me, my pulse shot through the roof, my ears turned red. Anyway, I went to talk to the prof after class about the presentation, so I could get some kind of idea as to what he's looking for, what I could and shouldn't do, etc. Funny thing is he ended up talking to me about my future. *smiles* I still haven't figured it out, in fact more options opened up but I'm calmer. He told me I should think about Honors and that it's ok if I stay an extra year to figure things out. *laughs* He also said that he could see that I would get bored quickly if I took the "safe route" instead of taking a chance and exploring what I want to do. He's a very insightful man and I'm really glad he spoke up and decided to mention something.
I have a few people I have to talk to and do some serious thinking, not to mention I have to get over being scared of everything.