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So here i am waiting on a promised phone call that will never come. I dont know why i even bother waiting but i hope that she will call. Felicia and I talked for about 5 minutes last night on the phone she was busy with friends so i let her go do whatever she was going to. I dont know what to do about that girl i love her to death but i cant even get her to talk to me. she promises she will call and she never does. So here i sit waiting on her. For the last few days instead of writing in this journal ive been writing a letter to her. im trying to decide wether to read it to her if she ever calls or actually send it to her. i dont know what to do. Lavon graduated last sunday i was really proud of her. it was kinda funny though who the real people that care about you are. She had about 30 people at her party that i went to on saturday night and then there are about 5 of us that went to her graduation. Its kinda funny about that though because its the same way with me. If I threw a party tomorrow night and invted everyone i know i would have a crap load of people there. but if i were the only one graduatiing the next day there would probably be my mom dad and maybe one or two others that would show. I find it hilarious. Lets talk about tonight. Ive known for a few days about most of my friends going to the movies tonight to see the house of wax or whatever its called. Had two or three people tell me about it but not a single person invited me till tonight right before they were leaving. I think the only reason they did is because they needed another driver. i dont know what to do about that so im just going to sit here and take it. btw i told them that i was watching movies tonight with dad and i guess i did. I watched constantine with him and then he went to bed and woke up later about half way through windtalkers. So i guess it was true that i was watching movies with him tonight. so lets talk about school. Cisco has sucked all week Mr. Rockenbaugh has been a bitch and stuff. today i got a 71% on the practice final which is really good cause its 2 semesters worth of information. im looking forward to the final in that class cause it will be fun. I get to set up routers and stuff. THen lets talk about government. it sucks. I took a test today that i got all but 2 points on. it was kinda funny. no one else even got close to me. but he yells at me for playing cards in his class. study hall has been a joke as usuall. Comp apps advanced we started our final projects monday and it was a joke just as i predicted. A power point and a movie over a president of our choice. i did George Washington because he is a brother master mason. i did a lot of research about him and found out a lot of stuff about him that was really cool. im gonna be pissed if he doesnt give me my A+ i deserve it. ive taught the people of his class more than he has. English we are done with. i turned in my sernior portfolio and we are done. unless david doesnt turn in his first thing monday morning. then we will have to work all week too. Then band. band we have a concert sunday. and i dont know whats going on with finals in that class i hear we are having a playing test but i dont know. DeMolay is a joke.we are having a halo tournament tomorrow but its going to flop just like everything else. i did the best i could. but no one will show. if enough people dont show im just going to leave. Anyway ive waited long enough for her to call so im going to go to bed so i can get up in the morning and get stuff together so i can go to the temple when someone is up there. i dont know when david plans on getting up there.