Apr 05, 2005 22:43
sorry its been a while it tends to be that way with me but those who read this know that. im sitting here watching a movie that i cant remember the name of and mad and david are on the floor kissing and doing other things and sometimes watching the movie. ive given up on that to tell you the truth. it skips around a lot and i am tired of it talking about sex. I dont know who reads this anymore or if its just me writing when i need to or want to. ive been working on some things for demolay and masons but ive given up on most of them. im tired of working and working. im trying to take my life back. i want to have what is mine instead of giving to everyone else. felicia is coming up for prom. and i dont know what to do about her. it seems that my luck with women isnt the best. for those of you who follow me ive seen lacey twice since november and i was suppose to see her yesterday. and she went golfing instead. oh well shit happens. i dont know what else to say right now besides i really want to see lacey and i cant wait to see felicia again. ive not seen either of them for a really long time.