Bang bang shoot em up
rise at 6 and fall by 12...
My mind constantly wanders, where you ask? Where ever it wants to of course. It's not like I could stop myself. Hm, I don't know what's going on anymore. At times it's like we're drifting, then the next it's like nothing had happened? Do I even give this a second thought, or do i just see it as "nothing"?
All in all, neither seems to be working.
I stare off into sweet oblivion and everything starts rushing at me all at once. Is this normal? Or is it just me? I've done a lot of crap this past year... I get myself into trouble more than usual... Am I more cautious? Am I going back to my old self, not the person Chris thought I was? Am I just going to go through that whole procedure? Grow distant and keep pushing until they're gone? Or am I just going to walk away from all that I care for? I didn't tell Chris this but, I get into those kinds of moods too. Where one just simply drops all, and goes away. Except I don't actually go away. I just ignore it's existence... I really don't want to do that, but like I said... "It's not like I can stop myself."
My mind constantly wanders, where you ask? Where ever it wants to of course. It's not like I could stop myself. Hm, I don't know what's going on anymore. At times it's like we're drifting, then the next it's like nothing had happened? Do I even give this a second thought, or do i just see it as "nothing"?
All in all, neither seems to be working.
I stare off into sweet oblivion and everything starts rushing at me all at once. Is this normal? Or is it just me? I've done a lot of crap this past year... I get myself into trouble more than usual... Am I more cautious? Am I going back to my old self, not the person Chris thought I was? Am I just going to go through that whole procedure? Grow distant and keep pushing until they're gone? Or am I just going to walk away from all that I care for? I didn't tell Chris this but, I get into those kinds of moods too. Where one just simply drops all, and goes away. Except I don't actually go away. I just ignore it's existence... I really don't want to do that, but like I said... "It's not like I can stop myself."