Jan 17, 2004 14:40
I hate it when I'm awake, but I die in my sleep.
I choke and gag while you sqeeze your hands around my neck, telling me that you hated me.
Sometimes I have the most horrifying dreams.
I shall dream no more.
I dont want to be here, I dont want to remember
When I close my eyes I feel as if they can reach me
hurt me...
destroy me.
then I open my eyes and look around
breathing is heavy, my heart should be racing
usually I roll over and start crying..
because I dont know what else to do.
I cant pull my mind away from it.
it's like it's drawing me in, having a good hold on me...
Never letting go.
In my dreams you kill me viciously
in reality I'm fading.
Dont let me fade
dont let me die
darling, this is the reason why I cry.
Shut up Ashley.