Muscle Relaxers
For the first time in a long time (2011) I've had debilitating back pain. Only today am I able to get up relatively pain-free. Previous attempts since Monday have been excruciating.
Last night I dreamt I was out on a deck in the dark. What drew me outside was the sound of rain. When I turned on the outside light and looked up, there were giant, fat bumblebees swarming the yard. Their bodies hit the house and windows like hailstones. I went in the door, realized it was the first layer of security without a roof which meant bees were still getting in. Several layers later, I was inside and safe from the bees.
That's the only bit that stands out.
Late this afternoon I took a nap after feeling very tired from muscle relaxers. I was in a basement looking around for something with an unseen guy that I was calling Fred. There'd be a dark, quiet vignette of searching the basement followed by wakefulness. I felt disoriented before falling back asleep where the dream, apparently, picked up where I left off. I kept wanting to wake but I didn't want to wake.
So I grabbed my phone, did some retweets for TA, my wife came home to check on me then I got up for the evening.
I dislike depressants like muscle relaxers, alprazolam, and alcohol. Much rather trip on mushrooms when it's warm and sunny outside. Maybe find a source for some khat to chew and see how that works.
Last night I dreamt I was out on a deck in the dark. What drew me outside was the sound of rain. When I turned on the outside light and looked up, there were giant, fat bumblebees swarming the yard. Their bodies hit the house and windows like hailstones. I went in the door, realized it was the first layer of security without a roof which meant bees were still getting in. Several layers later, I was inside and safe from the bees.
That's the only bit that stands out.
Late this afternoon I took a nap after feeling very tired from muscle relaxers. I was in a basement looking around for something with an unseen guy that I was calling Fred. There'd be a dark, quiet vignette of searching the basement followed by wakefulness. I felt disoriented before falling back asleep where the dream, apparently, picked up where I left off. I kept wanting to wake but I didn't want to wake.
So I grabbed my phone, did some retweets for TA, my wife came home to check on me then I got up for the evening.
I dislike depressants like muscle relaxers, alprazolam, and alcohol. Much rather trip on mushrooms when it's warm and sunny outside. Maybe find a source for some khat to chew and see how that works.