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after a lengthy discussion tonight, i realized a lot about myself. ive done a lot of growing up since i have moved back to tucson. i also realized that you make your own happiness in this world. im finding it harder and harder to believe that, well americans i guess, are victims of circumstance. when things are bad ... they're not really all that bad. look at the now, look at what you have, and go from there. you want something? dont bitch about it, get it for yourself. analysis is good until you become content with the unattainable vision that overanalysis creates. its just empty then. apathy is a bitch i know, but ive realized that if you truly want to do something, go somewhere, be with somebody, just fucking do it.