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What a day...
only 4 more days left. chyeahh.
So this weekend I met up with a really really old friend from Stafford. and I didnt like it. She has changed sooo much. Its sad too. Just to think we used to go and skip to the party togeather. Now shes a big goth and wears all this death stuff. no way. I never thought of her to be like that. she does drugs she sleeps around. And kept on saying. " I really want to make out with someone right now" okay can we say addict. I was soo soo uncomfetorable. So I slept in the other room and left the next morning. I felt bad but its just weird. Everyone does drugs now in the neighborhood that I used to live in. Its a shame. thank god im outta there.
Sunday. I want home and did my barn and chilled. Nothing too interesting has been going on. I cannot wait until summer. Im not so sure about Nebraska though. Oh well. life goes on. I love the girl to death but shes just so different from my other friends. You would think that she would be all talk-a-tive and out going cause shes so girly and pretty and preppy. Its just weird. I dont know. She dosent really talk to me when I try to talk to her. all she says is like yeah or okay. Summer is going to basically rock. I finally am starting to go more places and not just sit at him. I cannot wait to go to Chincoteague. Hopefully I will be able to get a foal. As I am still begging my mom. and yeah. Its basically the best thing alive. and then I was at work on Friday and It made me sad. There were bottles of purified water from the black pelican. Thats like my favorite resturaunt down in Nags Head. So many memories are down there. anddd yeah.
Ive become really sad latley. I miss everyone I havent seen in like a month. Things never work out for me anymore. I havent done anything fun lately. My poor mother is under stress. My dad is retiring today. and just everything is folding down. Im starting to train with Jeff Woodall for a couple equitation lessons and I cant do any of those until the end of the month. and I want to go to beach week with some of my senior friends and drive down there with my sister but thats not going to happen because well of course ill be in Nebraska. Oh joy! sike. Well im excited but im not i have trouble trying to talk to dull people. Maybe she will lighten up? whoooo knowsss.
So other then spilling my guts out. Today has been pretty good. Logan hes stolen my heart again. damn him. And it turns out the guy I liked (Justin) likes Jamie and Logan is dating Jamie so I figued me and Jamie can switch. Logan I think is losing interest in Jamie. Hes always with me now and is with me not her and shes gets angry. Oh well sorry bitch! and Justin is just a hoe. He needs to get a reality check and stop leading people on. Boys are Stupid. Why does there have to be such thing as love? Why cant poeple cause be independent like they are when they dont have a boyfriend? oh well. What an I even talking about I dont even want a boyfriend over the summer?
And yeah. Thats about it.
love.love.love.
only 4 more days left. chyeahh.
So this weekend I met up with a really really old friend from Stafford. and I didnt like it. She has changed sooo much. Its sad too. Just to think we used to go and skip to the party togeather. Now shes a big goth and wears all this death stuff. no way. I never thought of her to be like that. she does drugs she sleeps around. And kept on saying. " I really want to make out with someone right now" okay can we say addict. I was soo soo uncomfetorable. So I slept in the other room and left the next morning. I felt bad but its just weird. Everyone does drugs now in the neighborhood that I used to live in. Its a shame. thank god im outta there.
Sunday. I want home and did my barn and chilled. Nothing too interesting has been going on. I cannot wait until summer. Im not so sure about Nebraska though. Oh well. life goes on. I love the girl to death but shes just so different from my other friends. You would think that she would be all talk-a-tive and out going cause shes so girly and pretty and preppy. Its just weird. I dont know. She dosent really talk to me when I try to talk to her. all she says is like yeah or okay. Summer is going to basically rock. I finally am starting to go more places and not just sit at him. I cannot wait to go to Chincoteague. Hopefully I will be able to get a foal. As I am still begging my mom. and yeah. Its basically the best thing alive. and then I was at work on Friday and It made me sad. There were bottles of purified water from the black pelican. Thats like my favorite resturaunt down in Nags Head. So many memories are down there. anddd yeah.
Ive become really sad latley. I miss everyone I havent seen in like a month. Things never work out for me anymore. I havent done anything fun lately. My poor mother is under stress. My dad is retiring today. and just everything is folding down. Im starting to train with Jeff Woodall for a couple equitation lessons and I cant do any of those until the end of the month. and I want to go to beach week with some of my senior friends and drive down there with my sister but thats not going to happen because well of course ill be in Nebraska. Oh joy! sike. Well im excited but im not i have trouble trying to talk to dull people. Maybe she will lighten up? whoooo knowsss.
So other then spilling my guts out. Today has been pretty good. Logan hes stolen my heart again. damn him. And it turns out the guy I liked (Justin) likes Jamie and Logan is dating Jamie so I figued me and Jamie can switch. Logan I think is losing interest in Jamie. Hes always with me now and is with me not her and shes gets angry. Oh well sorry bitch! and Justin is just a hoe. He needs to get a reality check and stop leading people on. Boys are Stupid. Why does there have to be such thing as love? Why cant poeple cause be independent like they are when they dont have a boyfriend? oh well. What an I even talking about I dont even want a boyfriend over the summer?
And yeah. Thats about it.
love.love.love.