My Life in Dorothy Parker Quotes
“Heterosexuality is not normal, it's just common”
I had a conversation with my mother last night about the upcoming holidays. Apparently I was wrong in having told my sister my sexual preference. Also, that I should put my family before my personal relationships. I struggle with the knowledge that if for some reason things do not work out with Angela and I, it is my family that is constant. I also struggle with the fact that my family and I have never been a typical family. There is a lack of affection and I have never felt accepted and really 'loved' like most people I imagine do. What I do know for sure is when I step back and look objectively this is what I see: i am trying to make angela more important that anyone else in my life. she hasnt asked me to do this, and she even supports me spending the holidays with my family. She is going to solo to her family events and her family doesnt even know how much we love each other.
“It serves me right for putting all my eggs in one bastard.”
I have no friends to hang out with or family that i regularly see. i make no effort to meet people or reconnect with other people from my lives. I only care about her. this i can only conclude is bad.
“Love is like quicksilver in the hand. Leave the fingers open and it stays. Clutch it, and it darts away.”
i am jeaous and posessive. I cant stop thinking about her with her ex and the others shes cared for. I cant stand the pictures of them kissing and hugging and happy. i cant stand that my happy moments with her are weighed down with the worry that i dont live up to the past.
“Razors pain you; rivers are damp; acids stain you; and drugs cause cramp. Guns aren't lawful; nooses give; gas smells awful; you might as well live.”
not that ive seriously considered it but i have often thought that the only way to move on from angela is to die. i will not be able to continue on and open myself to love again if she leaves. i can only imagine suicide or death being the end to us. i cannot live without her and i dont want to.
“I don't know much about being a millionaire, but I'll bet I'd be a darling at it.”
I desperately need a job and to make money so that angela can have a break and not work as hard as she has been. I want to help her pay things off and have money in the bank so she feels more comfortable.
“By the time you swear you are his, shivering and sighing, And he vows his passion is infinite and undying- Lady, make a note of this: One of you is lying”
my big fear is that angela knows or feels in the back of her mind that we arent meant to be and doesnt want to hurt me. the idea of planning my life with someone who already knows kills me a little.
Basically I've had too much time to think...i have a headache and i need to make dinner....
I had a conversation with my mother last night about the upcoming holidays. Apparently I was wrong in having told my sister my sexual preference. Also, that I should put my family before my personal relationships. I struggle with the knowledge that if for some reason things do not work out with Angela and I, it is my family that is constant. I also struggle with the fact that my family and I have never been a typical family. There is a lack of affection and I have never felt accepted and really 'loved' like most people I imagine do. What I do know for sure is when I step back and look objectively this is what I see: i am trying to make angela more important that anyone else in my life. she hasnt asked me to do this, and she even supports me spending the holidays with my family. She is going to solo to her family events and her family doesnt even know how much we love each other.
“It serves me right for putting all my eggs in one bastard.”
I have no friends to hang out with or family that i regularly see. i make no effort to meet people or reconnect with other people from my lives. I only care about her. this i can only conclude is bad.
“Love is like quicksilver in the hand. Leave the fingers open and it stays. Clutch it, and it darts away.”
i am jeaous and posessive. I cant stop thinking about her with her ex and the others shes cared for. I cant stand the pictures of them kissing and hugging and happy. i cant stand that my happy moments with her are weighed down with the worry that i dont live up to the past.
“Razors pain you; rivers are damp; acids stain you; and drugs cause cramp. Guns aren't lawful; nooses give; gas smells awful; you might as well live.”
not that ive seriously considered it but i have often thought that the only way to move on from angela is to die. i will not be able to continue on and open myself to love again if she leaves. i can only imagine suicide or death being the end to us. i cannot live without her and i dont want to.
“I don't know much about being a millionaire, but I'll bet I'd be a darling at it.”
I desperately need a job and to make money so that angela can have a break and not work as hard as she has been. I want to help her pay things off and have money in the bank so she feels more comfortable.
“By the time you swear you are his, shivering and sighing, And he vows his passion is infinite and undying- Lady, make a note of this: One of you is lying”
my big fear is that angela knows or feels in the back of her mind that we arent meant to be and doesnt want to hurt me. the idea of planning my life with someone who already knows kills me a little.
Basically I've had too much time to think...i have a headache and i need to make dinner....