i have been gone way to long
So there must have been at least a month since the last update, well at least it seems that way.
I just got done watching high school renunion. It was very good, and i want my highschool people to end up like that. I think it would be cool.
Anyways, last week i played in a softball tournment for high school, and it was fun and all. but took up way to much time, and i could have been doing things that i really wanted to do. Not to sound like i didn't want to be there, i did, but i felt it took way to much time and effort to get out there in the cold. But my opinion doesn't always matter so its whatever.
Now that school has started the feelings keep coming back. They were there during the long ass break, but now they are stronger. We have talked and we have concluded the same damn things. We feel the same and we want to be with each other, but it is like playing a game. Who has the bigger guts to tell one another how we feel. I dont think it will happen anytime soon, so i am just going to sit and act like a friend. Its hard to be a friend to someone that you know you like, you feel as if you cant get them to confess their true feelings. It might be that there are other guys who like me, but this one is the one and i have told him that face to face.
Oh well, you cant go on rambling about that crap, it might not even come.
Soo on another sad note, mac got hit this week and it not good. She got nailed in the eye by a hit and to put it in short words, surgery on thursday. So everyone pray that it will go good, even though we all know it will.
I am going to go download my pictures so i can up date the ones from newyears, hell yea these are the best ever. They are wild and crazy and everyone will love them. THey are with my favorite guys in teh whole world. Even though there was drama during hte night, we got it settled, and it scared that one guy off i knwo it did. But that is all water under the bridge. Lets go download those pictures.
I just got done watching high school renunion. It was very good, and i want my highschool people to end up like that. I think it would be cool.
Anyways, last week i played in a softball tournment for high school, and it was fun and all. but took up way to much time, and i could have been doing things that i really wanted to do. Not to sound like i didn't want to be there, i did, but i felt it took way to much time and effort to get out there in the cold. But my opinion doesn't always matter so its whatever.
Now that school has started the feelings keep coming back. They were there during the long ass break, but now they are stronger. We have talked and we have concluded the same damn things. We feel the same and we want to be with each other, but it is like playing a game. Who has the bigger guts to tell one another how we feel. I dont think it will happen anytime soon, so i am just going to sit and act like a friend. Its hard to be a friend to someone that you know you like, you feel as if you cant get them to confess their true feelings. It might be that there are other guys who like me, but this one is the one and i have told him that face to face.
Oh well, you cant go on rambling about that crap, it might not even come.
Soo on another sad note, mac got hit this week and it not good. She got nailed in the eye by a hit and to put it in short words, surgery on thursday. So everyone pray that it will go good, even though we all know it will.
I am going to go download my pictures so i can up date the ones from newyears, hell yea these are the best ever. They are wild and crazy and everyone will love them. THey are with my favorite guys in teh whole world. Even though there was drama during hte night, we got it settled, and it scared that one guy off i knwo it did. But that is all water under the bridge. Lets go download those pictures.