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alright, so i figure that if i am this good, then i might as well write in this thing.
so tonight was weird, i dont get it. mom i know i need a job but i cant get one during softball season, i cnat handle it, i cant make the grade and go to the job and softball practice. maybe i kinda made you mad, but i am sorry and i just get other thigns on my mind and i lose track of time.
anywasy besides that fact, this night was pretty good. i figured out alot of thingd. some good and some bad, but all i know is that i have to go to church at 9 and i have about 8 hours to go til 9 gets here. i dont knwo what i am goign to do. and i think that i am goign to go hunting with til and brooks this afternoon.
but on a shorter note, i will always be your friend and i will always be here for you. dont ever think that i wont. you can call me anytime you need me or want to talk. i am here to listen. even though i like you a lot and you have a girlfriend, it wont change things betwen me and you, it alwasy gong to be you first, cause we are that good of friends. you might think you have it hard now, but i know some people who have it harder then you. you will make it through this and you will be ok, just talk to people about this. it will get better i know. please dont make me beg you, i dont want to have to do this.
i love you a lot and i hope things will get better between you and them. they will trust me.
later i am tired and i have to go hunting in the afternoon, ohh shit, i hope i get something. later
so tonight was weird, i dont get it. mom i know i need a job but i cant get one during softball season, i cnat handle it, i cant make the grade and go to the job and softball practice. maybe i kinda made you mad, but i am sorry and i just get other thigns on my mind and i lose track of time.
anywasy besides that fact, this night was pretty good. i figured out alot of thingd. some good and some bad, but all i know is that i have to go to church at 9 and i have about 8 hours to go til 9 gets here. i dont knwo what i am goign to do. and i think that i am goign to go hunting with til and brooks this afternoon.
but on a shorter note, i will always be your friend and i will always be here for you. dont ever think that i wont. you can call me anytime you need me or want to talk. i am here to listen. even though i like you a lot and you have a girlfriend, it wont change things betwen me and you, it alwasy gong to be you first, cause we are that good of friends. you might think you have it hard now, but i know some people who have it harder then you. you will make it through this and you will be ok, just talk to people about this. it will get better i know. please dont make me beg you, i dont want to have to do this.
i love you a lot and i hope things will get better between you and them. they will trust me.
later i am tired and i have to go hunting in the afternoon, ohh shit, i hope i get something. later