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in 14 hours.. i will be 18. i'll be an adult. i'll get my job at pizza hut. i'll start a checking account. i'll apply for a loan. all these fun things and new opportunities will be presented before me.. just for turning 18. it's amazing how my parents don't give a shit. i haven't enrolled in classes at tcc, because i don't know when the money will be available. my dad spent it all again last friday. the friday before my birthday. he blows all but $100 away and there isn't a scrap of food in the house. when i turn 18 my own father won't have but $30 to his name. no savings. no credit card. nothing. my parents are so dumb. my mom won't return either of our phone calls. all this money she was supposed to have for my college. it probably doesn't exist. but it's as much my fault as anyone's for expecting my parents to take care of me. sometimes i want to stab myself in the eye.