[PTM] 7.1 - Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone
Dean had taken a drive and found a nice place to park. It was empty and quiet, he needed to clear his head. He went and laid back on the hood of the car with his friend for the evening, Jack. He took a long drink from the bottle and was quiet. Things have gone and gotten strange on him lately with his dying and the coming back. He hadn't said much on the anniversary of his father's death and it was now a new month. Things were slowly starting to weigh on the young man. He had death all around him, in a few weeks it'd be the anniversary of his mother's death again. He sighed taking another drink. He had to shake his head because death seriously loved the Winchesters. Everyone of them has died at least once and that to him was seriously fucked.
There were those times he debated quitting, but he knew now that was not an option for him. Not now, and he wasn't sure it ever would be. He was too far deep into this world and he had trouble keeping his head above water at times. He knew he had a job to do, keep Sam from slipping. He was juggling that and trying to impress Jo. He wasn't sure why wasn't like he could really settle down, not that she was much better living the same life. He thought back to when he was a kid, when his mother was still alive. When he felt this way, like everything was hopeless she always knew what to say. He muttered a bit yeah he'd never admit to being a momma's boy. The truth was he missed his mother a lot sometimes, that wasn't saying he didn't miss his dad. Just he didn't have as much time with her as he had his father. He finished the bottle off and hopped off the car looking up again thinking a moment. SHe had to be.
"Miss you mom."
He got into the Impala then and drove back to where he had been staying and went climbing into bed to try and sleep.
Muse | Dean Winchester
Fandom | Supernatural
Word Count | 358
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone
Dean had taken a drive and found a nice place to park. It was empty and quiet, he needed to clear his head. He went and laid back on the hood of the car with his friend for the evening, Jack. He took a long drink from the bottle and was quiet. Things have gone and gotten strange on him lately with his dying and the coming back. He hadn't said much on the anniversary of his father's death and it was now a new month. Things were slowly starting to weigh on the young man. He had death all around him, in a few weeks it'd be the anniversary of his mother's death again. He sighed taking another drink. He had to shake his head because death seriously loved the Winchesters. Everyone of them has died at least once and that to him was seriously fucked.
There were those times he debated quitting, but he knew now that was not an option for him. Not now, and he wasn't sure it ever would be. He was too far deep into this world and he had trouble keeping his head above water at times. He knew he had a job to do, keep Sam from slipping. He was juggling that and trying to impress Jo. He wasn't sure why wasn't like he could really settle down, not that she was much better living the same life. He thought back to when he was a kid, when his mother was still alive. When he felt this way, like everything was hopeless she always knew what to say. He muttered a bit yeah he'd never admit to being a momma's boy. The truth was he missed his mother a lot sometimes, that wasn't saying he didn't miss his dad. Just he didn't have as much time with her as he had his father. He finished the bottle off and hopped off the car looking up again thinking a moment. SHe had to be.
"Miss you mom."
He got into the Impala then and drove back to where he had been staying and went climbing into bed to try and sleep.
Muse | Dean Winchester
Fandom | Supernatural
Word Count | 358