i cant move on...i cant take it...
tonight was undescribable. thats not really a bad thing. its just that i cant really describe what im feeling. but i think its a good thing. cause tonight was like old times. i liked the way that felt. but maybe that worries me. i want things to be like they used to. i really really do. but wont that be weird, like just pretending nothing happend? cause i was hurt. bad. but im over it now..so i should just stop worrying about things. right? i think thats what im gonna do. and just see where things end up. yep.
the moon was scary looking tonight. it was really big and orange. kinda frightend me. but it was pretty.