Oct 23, 2006 17:07
I haven't updated in a while.
Probably because there hasn't been much
To update about.
Everything has been the same vicous cycle
I'm getting really sick of complaining about
the same things.
But it's not like anything is changing,
as much as I'd like it to.
I think I'm gonna do the same thing as Kelso.
It might help a little if I just lest everything.
I love my friends.
I love my puppy
I love English
I love my music
I love the fall
I love seeing Seanmarie and Kelso every morning
I love not having asthma attacks all the time.
I hate coming home
I hate not being able to do anything ever
I hate feeling like I'm obligated to be friends with people
I hate how my friends don't know anything about me
I hate not having someone in my life to love
I hate waking up every morning at 2
I hate waking up.
I hate being a freshmen
I hate the way I look
I hate being so down on myself
I hate people telling me not to be down on myself
I hate people that pretend to be my friend
I hate Chorus
I hate how I haven't played bass in 5 months.
I hate not talking to old friends
I want to write more
I want a boyfriend
I want to know what I want
I want to be skinny
I want to be fun
I want self confidence
I want to not be fake
I want to tust people
I want to leave the US
I miss Deanndre
I miss writing
I miss talking to Taylor
I miss the summer
I miss Amber
I miss having self confidence
I miss hanging out with my old posse
I wish I didn't hate so much.