i bit my tounge so hard there is a hole in it! ow!
my cell phone was stolen *glares at lisa... then cuts her fucking head off!* so im using mark's old one, its ghetto, but ill live, i want my numbers that are in it! and all my wicked cell phoney-ness... i had a dream about my phone and i miss it so much... i shouldnt get so attached but... oh welll ill get over it. brendon promised he will see me tomarrow and show me his house... by god i hope i can still trust him, ive already lost all trust in lisa and jon recently, and if dendin bales on me too... i already have trust issues with people... i think i just attract lies and give people the need to backstab... i dont know what i ever did to anyone. i swear, theres something about me that for no apparent reason, people thinks its fun to hurt me... i wish someone would just explain it to me. oh well im glad i got that off my chest... i need a trustworthy person to talk to, so if thats you give me a call... if you let me bitch ill let you bitch, as long as you can make me smile in the end... this is my cry, i just want a GOOD friend.