long time no see
ill copy my xanga entries in here... just to let you know what's been going on in my life lately... newest to oldest
11/13(yes all one day)
HI guys... ugh... i'm at my grandma's house this weekend... i bought the sims 2... but i have no computer.... what good that does me... haha. maybe fungus'll let me use her laptop with all of her pictures of her wonderful JT... ergh... they make me sick... just cuz i haven't talked to Dustin in fucking four weeks in two days... big big sadface... anyway... on a happier side... ugh, wait. is there a happier side to me? yes. im not some fucking emo bitch who cries all the time... i'm rather the person who tells those people to get a life. i like emo music, don't get me wrong, but im not like abby... haha, she hears chris carrabba's voice and starts crying... im like "stupid emo kid with her stupid emo boyfriend."
PEOPLE TO HATE FOR THE DAY: sara mclaren, amanda herner, nina blumberg, katie hammaker, mindy thorpe, caroline ballowe, and of course, mike valentine
this entry was not meant to be commented on. i hate these people for the following instances:
sara and amanda- they said they would rather be a prep than a punk anyday, and they always make fun of me... amanda, not as much as sara, but still...
nina blumberg- for starters, she's a bitch with a stick up her ass. i hate her. she needs to stop showing off her fat and work out. damn
katie hammaker- erica ridlon and i have our own reasons for hating katie and if its ok with you guys, i'd like to keep it to myself.
mindy thorpe- busted agata for drinking, if that's not enough to hate someone... i dont know what is...
caroline ballowe- back to 7th grade. her and raven were walking down the hall after a theatre skit and and she completely pissed me off by saying,"im so glad nick's MY boyfriend" and she knew i liked him at the time... i dont anymore, but she's still a bitch
mike valentine- don't get me started on this stupid fucker. he's insulted me in the worst possible way and expects me to be cool with him. on the first day of school, i was like,"im gonna bust out the anti-flag" and mike said, "do you even like anti-flag?" (they're my favorite band) he was incinuating that ive never even heard them and i backslashed this comment with, "i have all their cds" i wouldn't hate someone for this, but then, about a month later, i was in mrs. rust's retarded class and i looked at him abnd i was like, "i hate you" and he said this--"at least i dont suck high schooler's cocks" that fucking pissed me off so much that rachel, who was sitting next to me, asked me if i hated mike. i snapped at her and she's like "don't get mad at me"
i think if i say i hate someone, you should believe me and dont fucking push me... ill find you and fucking kill your ass
im going to get my haircut. i just uploaded a profile pic and i liked my hair like that... uhhh. ive been on the comp-u-tor all day.... im still pissed the sims doesn't work
oh wait! i forgot to say i had a panic attack last night. it was "totally fucking weird"-Justin Sane... seriously though. i had just finished the day after tomorrow, and i just stood up and like my legs gave out. i was shaking all over... this all happened at like 1:00 this morning, but i seriously was freaking out... i dont know what triggered it... but i felt like i was doing some kind of drug... which i wasn't... but anyway... i made ruth drive me all the way to virginia beach from chesapeake, and through the rain, which was very heavy at this time, so heavy, even with the windshield wipers on, you couldn't see. that was my wonderful night... oh yeah... maybe i'll have some leftover ribs from dinner tonight... hmmmm...
11/9
sorry guys... i haven't gotten around to writing in a while... well i have a lot to say. it kind of happened again with him... about three weeks ago... the last time he talked to me... i've tried everything to get a hold of him.... but he won't answer his phone... i don't know if something's up or what... ergh... i just got in a huge fight with my mom last night... we were arguing and yelling at each other from like 9:30 to 11... i was so tired in school today. not saying much because im always tired... tired of living, i don't want to die either... i just want an alternate to living. if you think of how insignificant you are, then retrospect your life... does it mean a thing? you could die any second, but you'd never know. maybe there's somewhere you go when you die... not heaven or hell, because i don't believe in that, but somewhere. another planet? ok... im freaking myself out... but this astronomy unit in earth science's really got me thinking. no wonder dustin likes it so much.
im failing civics... and im about to fail geometry .... ive missed too many days (5 out of 6)... my mom's friend's husband just gave me a calculator... like a ti-83 and im like what? and he was like my kids dont need it... and i sure as hell dont... it used to be my friend shannon's brother's calculator... his name is burned into it... haha.... well im not at home and im leaving soon, so ill write back and tell you everything i can as soon as possible. Love, Lauren
10/03
AAAAAAAAAAAAAGHHHHH... I GOT AN EFFING MP3 PLAYER OMG IT ROCKS SO EFFING MUCH... p.s. my birthday's in 11 days.... I WANT A CAKE!!! mmmmmmmmm... bye-e
i went to agata's party yesterday and it was fun. i have to relive the night... its really hard cuz we got drunk and i cant really remember much... but at least ill try. we danced to music like rufio, the cure, well abby and jt did at least... they made out too. we listened to rap... hot in herre by nelly haha holly. shaver's girlfriend cut her leg open... poor ali. there were couples there. abby and jt, me and agata... haha, shaver and ali. you guys are probably wondering who ali is.. right? well last year at busch gardens, shaver won this aligator and he gave it to agata. at her party, shaver found it, but agata gave it to her dog, so it was all ripped up and missing an eye. then shaver fixed it and agata ripped it in the leg and shaver looked like he was going to cry. it was funny. when abby and jt were slow dancing, i said that jt was going to pop a boner. he chased me all through the house and he beat the shit out of me... it hurts today... i have a hangover and a headache right now... abby saved my life.. i was so drunk last night i'd have probably been on agatas street or arrested but abby woke up when i was halfway out the window... haha... we got drunk off of kahlua that shit is so good. wow. ok. im tired. and of writing/typing or whatever. dude. bye.
9/12
i havent written in a while... but not much has been going on here... uhhh im in eighth grade... next week im going to hang with keevan... i am getting a new deck...ive got two choices... zero pink disorder...
http://www.skateboard.com/shop/Product.asp?SKU=22165
or ATM give blood red... http://www.atmclick.com/decks/decks17.html
yeah... im going out with dustin... not anthony... and weve been going out since august 20th... at least i think so... im dying my hair again and its going to be blonde.... ugh.... i hate my brunette hair... the roots are showing underneath the red and its looks so fucking bad... i keep getting in fights with my dad and its all good.... like i said before... i went deck shopping today and im probably going to get the zero one... i like it more...
not much has gone on lately... but i wont be writing for a while... at least a week... ill try to tell everything thats happened...
everything else is long since history
11/13(yes all one day)
HI guys... ugh... i'm at my grandma's house this weekend... i bought the sims 2... but i have no computer.... what good that does me... haha. maybe fungus'll let me use her laptop with all of her pictures of her wonderful JT... ergh... they make me sick... just cuz i haven't talked to Dustin in fucking four weeks in two days... big big sadface... anyway... on a happier side... ugh, wait. is there a happier side to me? yes. im not some fucking emo bitch who cries all the time... i'm rather the person who tells those people to get a life. i like emo music, don't get me wrong, but im not like abby... haha, she hears chris carrabba's voice and starts crying... im like "stupid emo kid with her stupid emo boyfriend."
PEOPLE TO HATE FOR THE DAY: sara mclaren, amanda herner, nina blumberg, katie hammaker, mindy thorpe, caroline ballowe, and of course, mike valentine
this entry was not meant to be commented on. i hate these people for the following instances:
sara and amanda- they said they would rather be a prep than a punk anyday, and they always make fun of me... amanda, not as much as sara, but still...
nina blumberg- for starters, she's a bitch with a stick up her ass. i hate her. she needs to stop showing off her fat and work out. damn
katie hammaker- erica ridlon and i have our own reasons for hating katie and if its ok with you guys, i'd like to keep it to myself.
mindy thorpe- busted agata for drinking, if that's not enough to hate someone... i dont know what is...
caroline ballowe- back to 7th grade. her and raven were walking down the hall after a theatre skit and and she completely pissed me off by saying,"im so glad nick's MY boyfriend" and she knew i liked him at the time... i dont anymore, but she's still a bitch
mike valentine- don't get me started on this stupid fucker. he's insulted me in the worst possible way and expects me to be cool with him. on the first day of school, i was like,"im gonna bust out the anti-flag" and mike said, "do you even like anti-flag?" (they're my favorite band) he was incinuating that ive never even heard them and i backslashed this comment with, "i have all their cds" i wouldn't hate someone for this, but then, about a month later, i was in mrs. rust's retarded class and i looked at him abnd i was like, "i hate you" and he said this--"at least i dont suck high schooler's cocks" that fucking pissed me off so much that rachel, who was sitting next to me, asked me if i hated mike. i snapped at her and she's like "don't get mad at me"
i think if i say i hate someone, you should believe me and dont fucking push me... ill find you and fucking kill your ass
im going to get my haircut. i just uploaded a profile pic and i liked my hair like that... uhhh. ive been on the comp-u-tor all day.... im still pissed the sims doesn't work
oh wait! i forgot to say i had a panic attack last night. it was "totally fucking weird"-Justin Sane... seriously though. i had just finished the day after tomorrow, and i just stood up and like my legs gave out. i was shaking all over... this all happened at like 1:00 this morning, but i seriously was freaking out... i dont know what triggered it... but i felt like i was doing some kind of drug... which i wasn't... but anyway... i made ruth drive me all the way to virginia beach from chesapeake, and through the rain, which was very heavy at this time, so heavy, even with the windshield wipers on, you couldn't see. that was my wonderful night... oh yeah... maybe i'll have some leftover ribs from dinner tonight... hmmmm...
11/9
sorry guys... i haven't gotten around to writing in a while... well i have a lot to say. it kind of happened again with him... about three weeks ago... the last time he talked to me... i've tried everything to get a hold of him.... but he won't answer his phone... i don't know if something's up or what... ergh... i just got in a huge fight with my mom last night... we were arguing and yelling at each other from like 9:30 to 11... i was so tired in school today. not saying much because im always tired... tired of living, i don't want to die either... i just want an alternate to living. if you think of how insignificant you are, then retrospect your life... does it mean a thing? you could die any second, but you'd never know. maybe there's somewhere you go when you die... not heaven or hell, because i don't believe in that, but somewhere. another planet? ok... im freaking myself out... but this astronomy unit in earth science's really got me thinking. no wonder dustin likes it so much.
im failing civics... and im about to fail geometry .... ive missed too many days (5 out of 6)... my mom's friend's husband just gave me a calculator... like a ti-83 and im like what? and he was like my kids dont need it... and i sure as hell dont... it used to be my friend shannon's brother's calculator... his name is burned into it... haha.... well im not at home and im leaving soon, so ill write back and tell you everything i can as soon as possible. Love, Lauren
10/03
AAAAAAAAAAAAAGHHHHH... I GOT AN EFFING MP3 PLAYER OMG IT ROCKS SO EFFING MUCH... p.s. my birthday's in 11 days.... I WANT A CAKE!!! mmmmmmmmm... bye-e
i went to agata's party yesterday and it was fun. i have to relive the night... its really hard cuz we got drunk and i cant really remember much... but at least ill try. we danced to music like rufio, the cure, well abby and jt did at least... they made out too. we listened to rap... hot in herre by nelly haha holly. shaver's girlfriend cut her leg open... poor ali. there were couples there. abby and jt, me and agata... haha, shaver and ali. you guys are probably wondering who ali is.. right? well last year at busch gardens, shaver won this aligator and he gave it to agata. at her party, shaver found it, but agata gave it to her dog, so it was all ripped up and missing an eye. then shaver fixed it and agata ripped it in the leg and shaver looked like he was going to cry. it was funny. when abby and jt were slow dancing, i said that jt was going to pop a boner. he chased me all through the house and he beat the shit out of me... it hurts today... i have a hangover and a headache right now... abby saved my life.. i was so drunk last night i'd have probably been on agatas street or arrested but abby woke up when i was halfway out the window... haha... we got drunk off of kahlua that shit is so good. wow. ok. im tired. and of writing/typing or whatever. dude. bye.
9/12
i havent written in a while... but not much has been going on here... uhhh im in eighth grade... next week im going to hang with keevan... i am getting a new deck...ive got two choices... zero pink disorder...
http://www.skateboard.com/shop/Product.asp?SKU=22165
or ATM give blood red... http://www.atmclick.com/decks/decks17.html
yeah... im going out with dustin... not anthony... and weve been going out since august 20th... at least i think so... im dying my hair again and its going to be blonde.... ugh.... i hate my brunette hair... the roots are showing underneath the red and its looks so fucking bad... i keep getting in fights with my dad and its all good.... like i said before... i went deck shopping today and im probably going to get the zero one... i like it more...
not much has gone on lately... but i wont be writing for a while... at least a week... ill try to tell everything thats happened...
everything else is long since history