Mar 13, 2005 18:18
"there's a rodney on the sidewalk!!" god i love you guys. we got all I's at festival. now no more goddamn bitching from baird the rapist.
well. lots to talk about. im at abbys. why do i always update when im over her house? well sean and i are going out now. sweet. our first date was on friday. Mmmmm buddy. well, we went to the movies at 10:20 at night. his dad was there, so i wasnt going to try anything in the theatre, but outside the theatre is a different story. we were standing out in the freezing cold. his dad went to the car. two teenagers talking about stupid things. dialogue:
"i know you want to." I say. Sean rolls his eyes and shakes his head yes. "yeah..." he says. "and you know i want to..." i say. "so then kiss me." and he did. oh my god. just like heaven. which im listening to. anyway. i laid my head on his chest (we were standing up though..) and i was playing with his tie. :) YAY! me gustan los corbetas. anyway. and a phrase was said that i cannot say over the computer, and no it wasnt "i love you." i cant say it porque it was about someone who reads my xanga/LJ. and i told him, "i wanted you so bad." and he responds with ,"I liked you ever since i sat at your table." we talked about the movie, Constatntine. and after, i said, "kiss me again." and he did. he is so gentle. or maybe just his kisses are to me. there is no way i'm falling in love again. love sucks. maybe i already am. cant tell. one thing though. Sean makes me so goddamn happy that i feel like im high. he makes me all giddy and its scaring me. im not supposed to be giddy. or giggle.