I am the only one that thinks I'm going crazy, and I don't know what to do.
I feel like I haven't updated in a while, but I honestly don't know what to say anymore.
I just don't feel like sitting down and writing down my thoughts,
I feel like keeping them bottled up inside, but we all know that's not a good thing for me to do.
This weekend was SO much fun, though. Seriously incredible.
Leyna and I hung at the Phx house on Friday, she spent the night at my place.
Then on Saturday, Matthew, Caleb, and I got guest listed for the sold out Owl City show.
Unfortunately we missed The Scene Aesthetic's set, I absolutely would have loved to see them.
But we got to hang out with them later and it was so great.
I actually got to talk to Eric one on one, and Andrew a little too.
They're such nice guys and I can't wait to see them again.
I've been a little short tempered with people lately..
I just feel like I have such low tolerance for everything.
All I want to do is sleep or hang around all day,
I have no motivation to do anything productive.
I'm also sick of people treating other people badly.
If you have someone you love, don't treat them like crap,
and don't be mad at them for stupid things.
If you have someone, then appreciate them.
I'm also sick of people letting go of others.
I don't understand how people can just give up,
especially when you have perfection in your hands.
I just want everyone to be happy, including myself.
I'm glad I'm going home again this weekend,
I like being able to take a break from school.
I mean, I love being at school, but still..
I want Vegas to work out so badly.
It's two weeks away and we haven't decided anything.
I really don't think it'll work, but I really need it to.
I haven't been going crazy without him,
especially because I talk to him so often,
but if he's going to be 4 hours away,
then not being there with him will be horrible.
And who knows when I'll see him again..
I want it to be soon. I really really do.
I don't want this to turn into all about him, though.
Well, now that I'm not talking about him,
I really have nothing else to say.
Not that I had anything to say before..
Guess I should get to bed. <3
I just don't feel like sitting down and writing down my thoughts,
I feel like keeping them bottled up inside, but we all know that's not a good thing for me to do.
This weekend was SO much fun, though. Seriously incredible.
Leyna and I hung at the Phx house on Friday, she spent the night at my place.
Then on Saturday, Matthew, Caleb, and I got guest listed for the sold out Owl City show.
Unfortunately we missed The Scene Aesthetic's set, I absolutely would have loved to see them.
But we got to hang out with them later and it was so great.
I actually got to talk to Eric one on one, and Andrew a little too.
They're such nice guys and I can't wait to see them again.
I've been a little short tempered with people lately..
I just feel like I have such low tolerance for everything.
All I want to do is sleep or hang around all day,
I have no motivation to do anything productive.
I'm also sick of people treating other people badly.
If you have someone you love, don't treat them like crap,
and don't be mad at them for stupid things.
If you have someone, then appreciate them.
I'm also sick of people letting go of others.
I don't understand how people can just give up,
especially when you have perfection in your hands.
I just want everyone to be happy, including myself.
I'm glad I'm going home again this weekend,
I like being able to take a break from school.
I mean, I love being at school, but still..
I want Vegas to work out so badly.
It's two weeks away and we haven't decided anything.
I really don't think it'll work, but I really need it to.
I haven't been going crazy without him,
especially because I talk to him so often,
but if he's going to be 4 hours away,
then not being there with him will be horrible.
And who knows when I'll see him again..
I want it to be soon. I really really do.
I don't want this to turn into all about him, though.
Well, now that I'm not talking about him,
I really have nothing else to say.
Not that I had anything to say before..
Guess I should get to bed. <3