Feb 09, 2009 23:42
i'm really trying
i hope things get better
leaving for california friday
i'm so fucking excited to get out of this town
i want my old friends
i want my old face
i want my old mind, fuck this time and place.
i'm feeling better about everything...
much more together
but i fucked up bad with school this semester
ugh
i hope colleges still like me.
i dont think they will
anyways
i need to go to victoria's secret teusday or wed. or thurs.
i'm scared to go by myself.. lol
shits been really dumb with everything.
sometimes i just hate myself
it sounds dumb, but i do such dumb things
ahhh
anyways
LAUREN LOPEZ
i miss you.
i'm sorry i've been retarted.
and busy and dumb.