I have a confession:

[rainyangl]

I am so scared that if this isn't a girl I will never get the chance to raise a little girl. It's been my dream ever since I can remember, to have a little girl. I am scared that I will be dissappointed if it's a boy although I know I will love him dearly if it is. And the practical side of having a boy is I already have boy clothes. But with John

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[lthrmommadaddy]

You know - I wanted a boy. I was so eaten up with wanting a boy, I was, at first, a little disappointed to find out she was a girl. Then I saw her, and I wasn't disappointed anymore. I knew she was going to be my only one. I don't mourn the fact that I never had a son. In fact, since she became a mother, her first two were sons. So I got my boys after all - just a generation late, when I can really enjoy and spoil the hell out of them. My precious little princes. =)