If it weren't for the fact that I seem aware of my current mental state, I would swear that I'm a bloody lunatic.
Death troubles me right now. I am not afraid of it personally, I just don't want anyone else to die. I want to protect people from it in a Batman sort of way. I don't want to lose someone like that again. Cry that hard again. It's
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When I was standing in the entryway of your house making quick chitchat with him to put his mind at ease, he appologized for requiring the formalities, and said that you two were his pride and joys, and he wanted to make sure that you would be safe. I said that I understood, and he then carted us to the town center and good times were had by all.
From what little I knew of your father, I don't believe that he would want you to be living your life as you're describing, especially in his name. I think he would want his pride and joys to see the light of day, enjoy life, and remember him with a smile, instead of a heavy heart.
I know this is easy for me to say being on the outside looking in, but it's food for thought at the least.
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Thank you, Isaac.
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