And I couldn't go in there:
The funeral is on Friday.
My mother is fighting with my Dad's fiancee about whether or not she's allowed to help pay for anything.
Or whether she even deserves to go to the funeral or take part in it in any way.
She just wants to help, but my mother is kind of crazy. And this kind of stress has pushed Mom into ultra-crazy mode. Mom thinks she's doing it to try and hurt her somehow. Yet, Mom's the only one that is being hurtful.
Today I bought a black suit and dress-shoes to wear to the service. Contemplating wearing a tie, but I think that might embarass my mother, so I'm sure I won't.
Just before my father died I blew all of my savings on a new computer.
I spent what I had left today on my suit.
I don't have enough to buy a haircut.
I borrowed eleven dollars from my sister to put in my gas tank.
Less than half a tank. Damn Buick Park Avenue Gas-Guzzling Machine.
Tomorrow we decide on a casket.
And I have to have lunch with my father's mother beforehand.
Also, Dad's financee wants my sisters and I to meet her for lunch sometime this week, but all she can do when she calls us on the phone is weep hysterically, so I don't know how that's going to turn out.
Good luck, Renee.
My mother is fighting with my Dad's fiancee about whether or not she's allowed to help pay for anything.
Or whether she even deserves to go to the funeral or take part in it in any way.
She just wants to help, but my mother is kind of crazy. And this kind of stress has pushed Mom into ultra-crazy mode. Mom thinks she's doing it to try and hurt her somehow. Yet, Mom's the only one that is being hurtful.
Today I bought a black suit and dress-shoes to wear to the service. Contemplating wearing a tie, but I think that might embarass my mother, so I'm sure I won't.
Just before my father died I blew all of my savings on a new computer.
I spent what I had left today on my suit.
I don't have enough to buy a haircut.
I borrowed eleven dollars from my sister to put in my gas tank.
Less than half a tank. Damn Buick Park Avenue Gas-Guzzling Machine.
Tomorrow we decide on a casket.
And I have to have lunch with my father's mother beforehand.
Also, Dad's financee wants my sisters and I to meet her for lunch sometime this week, but all she can do when she calls us on the phone is weep hysterically, so I don't know how that's going to turn out.
Good luck, Renee.