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i want to:
i'm so incredibly scared of being disappointed with the way my life turns out in 5, 10, 20, 30, 40 years time, when its all too late.
Everything has been figured out, except how to live. (Jean-Paul Satre)
- fly away to new york city, the land of possibility, and stand in the middle of a crowd and feel the excitement and anonymity of being just another face in the multitudes
- be unconstrained by time, space, cynicism, the transience of human nature and emotion
- know, with absolutely certainty, what the Future holds in store, even just a tiny glimpse, to satisfy my all too human need for security
- spend every moment of every day with people i love and selfishly want for them not to be taken from me by the other pressing demands of their life and their own Futures
i'm so incredibly scared of being disappointed with the way my life turns out in 5, 10, 20, 30, 40 years time, when its all too late.
Everything has been figured out, except how to live. (Jean-Paul Satre)