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its been a crazy couple of days without internet haha i am definitely a member of the plugged in generation huh.
went to mount cook, and hiked for 4 hours till i got blisters and achey thighs but it was AWESOME. marvelling at the mountains and rivers and glaciers... mum is right, only an amazing powerful God could have created all that beautiful nature (: biking was also hilarious fun, what with mum falling over on every bend and dad and i riding back to get her. and the biggest bonus.... NO SHOPPING MALLS. just the outdoors and alot of trail blazing, which probably makes this one of the best holidays ever hahaha.
and my parents gave me the best birthday surprise ever... at 12midnight they sent me a card and a cup of hot chocolate over room service and the woman stood outside my door and sang to me (:(: so, even though my parents can sometimes drive me insane, as all parents tend to, i was overwhelmingly touched(:(: and thanks to the time difference, waking up to smses and facebook wall posts was <3 thanks for making me feel all warm and fuzzy even thousands of miles away friends(:
and, most of all, i thank God for bringing me through the past 18 years unscathed (relatively) and still alive and kicking, a miracle in itself, esp when my parents recounted to me last night how i kept getting into accidents when i was a kid. (and yes, now too).
(: 3days till i'm back ! yay watchnight(:
Well you're just across the street,
Looks a mile to my feet,
I wanna go to you.
Funny how I'm nervous still,
I've always been the easy kill
I guess I always will
Could it be that everything goes round by chance (chance)
Or only one way that it was always meant to be (be)
You kill me you always know the perfect thing to say,
hey hey, hey hey
I know what I should do but I just can't walk away
I can picture your face well
From the bar in my hotel
I wish I'd go to you
I pick up put down the phone
Like your favorite heat miser song goes:
It's just like being alone
Oh God
Please don't tell me this has been in vain (vain)
I need answers for what all the waiting I've done means (means)
You kill me you've got some nerve but can't face your mistakes,
hey hey, hey hey
I know what I should do but I just can't turn away
So go on love
Leave while there's still hope for escape
Gotta take what you can these days
There's so much ahead and so much regret
I know what you wanna say (I know what you wanna say)
I know it but can't help feeling differently
I loved you and I shoulda said it but tell me just what has it ever meant
I can't help it baby this is who I am (am)
I'm sorry but I can't just go turn off how I feel (feel)
You kill me you build me up but just to watch me break hey hey, hey hey
I know what I should do but I just can't walk away.
been doing alot of thinking and now i know what i need to say
went to mount cook, and hiked for 4 hours till i got blisters and achey thighs but it was AWESOME. marvelling at the mountains and rivers and glaciers... mum is right, only an amazing powerful God could have created all that beautiful nature (: biking was also hilarious fun, what with mum falling over on every bend and dad and i riding back to get her. and the biggest bonus.... NO SHOPPING MALLS. just the outdoors and alot of trail blazing, which probably makes this one of the best holidays ever hahaha.
and my parents gave me the best birthday surprise ever... at 12midnight they sent me a card and a cup of hot chocolate over room service and the woman stood outside my door and sang to me (:(: so, even though my parents can sometimes drive me insane, as all parents tend to, i was overwhelmingly touched(:(: and thanks to the time difference, waking up to smses and facebook wall posts was <3 thanks for making me feel all warm and fuzzy even thousands of miles away friends(:
and, most of all, i thank God for bringing me through the past 18 years unscathed (relatively) and still alive and kicking, a miracle in itself, esp when my parents recounted to me last night how i kept getting into accidents when i was a kid. (and yes, now too).
(: 3days till i'm back ! yay watchnight(:
Well you're just across the street,
Looks a mile to my feet,
I wanna go to you.
Funny how I'm nervous still,
I've always been the easy kill
I guess I always will
Could it be that everything goes round by chance (chance)
Or only one way that it was always meant to be (be)
You kill me you always know the perfect thing to say,
hey hey, hey hey
I know what I should do but I just can't walk away
I can picture your face well
From the bar in my hotel
I wish I'd go to you
I pick up put down the phone
Like your favorite heat miser song goes:
It's just like being alone
Oh God
Please don't tell me this has been in vain (vain)
I need answers for what all the waiting I've done means (means)
You kill me you've got some nerve but can't face your mistakes,
hey hey, hey hey
I know what I should do but I just can't turn away
So go on love
Leave while there's still hope for escape
Gotta take what you can these days
There's so much ahead and so much regret
I know what you wanna say (I know what you wanna say)
I know it but can't help feeling differently
I loved you and I shoulda said it but tell me just what has it ever meant
I can't help it baby this is who I am (am)
I'm sorry but I can't just go turn off how I feel (feel)
You kill me you build me up but just to watch me break hey hey, hey hey
I know what I should do but I just can't walk away.
been doing alot of thinking and now i know what i need to say