Aug 06, 2005 21:45
mishelle didnt have her try out. i felt like shit leaving my mom to go to tampa. then on the way home.me and sophie got lost in tampa. Was 3 hrs late. then dad was waiting outside the hospital to make me feel like shit. he doesnt believe me when im telling him the truth. i freaking hate that. then mom didnt come home tonight. so that doesnt help. im worried that im ending on bad terms with my dad.idont want that. i love him and its killing me inside. hopefully tomorrow is a better day. i asked soph what the hell did i do to god to get so much bad shit happen to me. but my stomach is hurting and my hands are shaky.idk.. i think im going to call shell bc i need to talk to her.
well peaceout.