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hmm, i seem to have lost what i wanted out of this existence. sucks. i was talking to estevan last night about moving back home to get my barrings. i keep trying to add him into my equation, and every time i do, i get nothing. is it selfish to leave him out?
friends like those who read these entries can't be found anywhere else. i don't want to leave you either. on the other hand, you'll inevitably leave me if i stay here. furthermore, have i really been acting like much of a friend lately?
i've been arguing in my head like this for weeks. i'm tired of this place, so should i leave? OR should i think of it as some sort of test i have to endure in order for things to get better?
friends like those who read these entries can't be found anywhere else. i don't want to leave you either. on the other hand, you'll inevitably leave me if i stay here. furthermore, have i really been acting like much of a friend lately?
i've been arguing in my head like this for weeks. i'm tired of this place, so should i leave? OR should i think of it as some sort of test i have to endure in order for things to get better?