An Emo Rant.. Sort of/Kind of
So I am going to have a somewhat emo rant and going to put the rant under an lj cut. To save those of you who don't want to read it. xD
So Jobs are really hard to find when you have little experience and going away to college. I seem to get the memo late about everything cuz for these type of things you are suppose to apply month before summer actually starts. I have applied to more than 10 places and still nothing. They don't want seasonal people. And because i am not working my parents are bitching. It's not like i don't want to work or do something to help pay for my education, i just can't get hired anywhere! Then their like just don't go to college. Mostly my mom, she's like y do i have to suffer and work and pay for your education. In America the kids pay for their own education. She also says some more hurtful things. And my dad is all nice in front of me but complains to my mom about my faults. I'm sorry i am not a perfect daughter that is not selfish. They get pissed at my for complaining about how heavy a bag is when they ask me to carry it! Yeah i complain, but at least i am still doing it. I know so many kids who are way more unthoughtful and disrespectful than i am. The worst fault that i have is my tone of voice when speaking to them, but seriously they get on my nerve. They ask me to ask for a paper bag from giant ( like not to put our things in, but extra ones so we can use it at home) which yeah i can ask for it, but they can too. They keep telling me that their English is good, if it's so good why not ask for the paper bag yourself? I didn't ask for it and they yell and bitch at me. It's just a paper bag! They yelled at my for hanging up on a telemarketer! They say I'm unthoughtful and selfish. But i try to be more thoughtful and less selfish. I see my mom come home from work and give her massages, but apparently not getting a paper bag cancels out that good deed. The whole carrying the heavy bag thing, was probably one of the first time that i complained about it. They are so unbearable at times. Ugh! Sorry guys i just needed to rant. I know it may seem trivial compared to other people's problems, but i really need to let out some steam.
So Jobs are really hard to find when you have little experience and going away to college. I seem to get the memo late about everything cuz for these type of things you are suppose to apply month before summer actually starts. I have applied to more than 10 places and still nothing. They don't want seasonal people. And because i am not working my parents are bitching. It's not like i don't want to work or do something to help pay for my education, i just can't get hired anywhere! Then their like just don't go to college. Mostly my mom, she's like y do i have to suffer and work and pay for your education. In America the kids pay for their own education. She also says some more hurtful things. And my dad is all nice in front of me but complains to my mom about my faults. I'm sorry i am not a perfect daughter that is not selfish. They get pissed at my for complaining about how heavy a bag is when they ask me to carry it! Yeah i complain, but at least i am still doing it. I know so many kids who are way more unthoughtful and disrespectful than i am. The worst fault that i have is my tone of voice when speaking to them, but seriously they get on my nerve. They ask me to ask for a paper bag from giant ( like not to put our things in, but extra ones so we can use it at home) which yeah i can ask for it, but they can too. They keep telling me that their English is good, if it's so good why not ask for the paper bag yourself? I didn't ask for it and they yell and bitch at me. It's just a paper bag! They yelled at my for hanging up on a telemarketer! They say I'm unthoughtful and selfish. But i try to be more thoughtful and less selfish. I see my mom come home from work and give her massages, but apparently not getting a paper bag cancels out that good deed. The whole carrying the heavy bag thing, was probably one of the first time that i complained about it. They are so unbearable at times. Ugh! Sorry guys i just needed to rant. I know it may seem trivial compared to other people's problems, but i really need to let out some steam.