Well shit...
I did not sleep well. I went to bed with a rumbling belly because I couldn't eat, and my pills didn't stay down so no meds. So not only did my belly hurt but so did my nerves. I had to lay here listening to things sparking, and travelling wrong, and short circuiting in my neck (disconcerting as hell).
Finally I fell into a very fitful sleep. I dreamed I found Goruden and Ayunishi unconscious and injured. They were being chewed on by the same kind of imps that used to sexually assault Ame and I and bite our thighs in the 1990s. Ame was also unconcious and further injured, ALSO being bitten, and doing exactly what we used to fend off. Not penetrating thankfully, but there's too much that can be done with a tongue.
I still feel defiled. It partially explains some of the things I'd felt and hadn't written.
I've no idea where Mate was, but I didn't feel him nearby. I can only assume he'd gotten up to do Saturday morning things. What bothers me is how did they bring our guardians down, how did they get in? I can only assume we're not presently pure and sacred enough to keep them away. Again. We probably make good food in our current state.
I sustained injuries but got rid of them. Far too tired to try cleaning the battle site.
Briefly woke. Lay there in even worse pain. Finally fell asleep again at 6. I was very unable to do anything when time to get up came. No way I could go get Tobi and take her to work. Later turned out to be just as well as she was throwing up.
Passed back out awhile until dogs woke me. I've taken my meds but I still hurt, I'm still disturbed and a bit worried about what I'm going to dream tonight. I hope no more imps. I had enough of those in my teens. I don't need them back. At least physical events of such sort don't defile at such a deep level.
I really hope it was just my brain processing things, but I don't think it was. There wouldn't have been the burth sulfur smell if so. I'm going to have to start doing the Lesser Banishing Ritual before bed and find the energy to set the cave back to rights. I've not had to do the LBR at bed for years upon years...
Finally I fell into a very fitful sleep. I dreamed I found Goruden and Ayunishi unconscious and injured. They were being chewed on by the same kind of imps that used to sexually assault Ame and I and bite our thighs in the 1990s. Ame was also unconcious and further injured, ALSO being bitten, and doing exactly what we used to fend off. Not penetrating thankfully, but there's too much that can be done with a tongue.
I still feel defiled. It partially explains some of the things I'd felt and hadn't written.
I've no idea where Mate was, but I didn't feel him nearby. I can only assume he'd gotten up to do Saturday morning things. What bothers me is how did they bring our guardians down, how did they get in? I can only assume we're not presently pure and sacred enough to keep them away. Again. We probably make good food in our current state.
I sustained injuries but got rid of them. Far too tired to try cleaning the battle site.
Briefly woke. Lay there in even worse pain. Finally fell asleep again at 6. I was very unable to do anything when time to get up came. No way I could go get Tobi and take her to work. Later turned out to be just as well as she was throwing up.
Passed back out awhile until dogs woke me. I've taken my meds but I still hurt, I'm still disturbed and a bit worried about what I'm going to dream tonight. I hope no more imps. I had enough of those in my teens. I don't need them back. At least physical events of such sort don't defile at such a deep level.
I really hope it was just my brain processing things, but I don't think it was. There wouldn't have been the burth sulfur smell if so. I'm going to have to start doing the Lesser Banishing Ritual before bed and find the energy to set the cave back to rights. I've not had to do the LBR at bed for years upon years...