I hate my brain sometimes.
Was hanging out clothes earlier and these lovely thoughts popped into my head.
1. I always blame myself when something goes wrong. I don't know why, just do. If something breaks or whatever, I find a way to make it seem like it's my fault. I know this isn't healthy, but I can't help it.
2. I put so much pressure on myself. If I'm getting something for my mom, I'm so afraid that she's going to tell me to hurry even though it's only been a few seconds since I went to go get whatever it was. I feel bad if I don't get anything productive done. I feel like I should do everything right, so I'm afraid of failing. It keeps me from doing new things, and that sucks.
3. I feel like I'm not pretty. I've had this issue off and on since high school. Someone commented on my Facebook profile picture and said that I was pretty. I just...I don't see it. I'm glad she said it, don't get me wrong, but I don't agree. I guess I've been so saturated with what most guys/the media thinks "pretty" means that it's gotten to me.
So yeah, this is the start of such a lovely day. < /sarcasm>