Mar 08, 2009 23:53
I despise the time change. It's utterly pointless, and it messes me up so badly. I thought it was close to 8 AM when it was really close to 9 AM! I have a thing where I cannot sleep past 9 without feeling very lazy, which is funny because I used to sleep until 9 on the weekends. If I do sleep until 9, I feel like I've wasted time. It's silly, really, but I can't help it. My wake-up times have changed so much. I used to willingly get up at 7:30! Now, that's a luxury...*sigh* oh how times change!
Sometimes I wonder if I'm too hard on myself. I criticize myself a *lot* on anything and everything. I am the last person to call myself "pretty" or think I look good. That's probably just me being a typical girl. I probably put too much pressure on myself -- right now, I'm trying to think of something to write because I haven't posted in a while, but nothing is coming. Yet. I will make my return over there, don't you worry! I don't take nearly enough time for me...thank goodness I have a week off of school to work on that. I just wish I had somewhere to walk to that isn't my backyard. That sounds like a good idea for some reason. Also -- new idea. If I think of something negative about myself, I immediately have to think of something positive. I got that from a very very very good friend.
I have an odd desire to go to bed and read with my music on, but I'm going to finish this entry. YouTube keeps distracting me with its lovely clips of Whose Line and QI! I'm good now. I've totally lost my train of thought, but I'm good.
I remembered. I finished my book Saturday -- did I mention that? Apologies if I did. (Edit -- I did mention it. Sorry!) I half wish I didn't; I won't be able to go back to the library until a week from Monday (or, rather, today. It's past midnight). Sigh. I've completely strayed from my book list, but I always do that. I'm horrible at keeping booklists, although I did well over the summer. I think I read 9 books in between early May and mid-August. Productivity is amazing.
I adore this song; it's on repeat. I love the piano intro...it's sort of relaxing yet soulful at the same time. The vocals (as always) are amazing. She has an excellent voice. It's so very haunting. I wish I could sing half as well as she does, and I really want to write a songfic to this song even though I sort of wrote one for The Open Door (a fic I posted).
Right. I think part of learning to not be so hard on myself is giving myself what I want at times, so I'm going to get off of this thing and go read with my music. Lots and lots of love to my lovely readers! *hugs*
music = life,
ideas,
books,
ranting