.Stop.
I am continually over analyzing... everything.
I wish I could slow my brain down.
I pick at every situation in my head, going over it again and again.
If someone tells me they like me, etc. I try to dissect every moment in my head. My brain tells myself that I couldn't possibly be worthy enough.
So then, my brain:
thinks that they must have an ulterior motive,
but I know that's not right.
Funny how you can actively think one thing but know something else even if it is contradicting.
That's the thinking I retained from living with a crazy mother.
I wish I could stop, I just don't know how.
This is all just worst now because I'm close to my period.
...Whatever...
I wish I could slow my brain down.
I pick at every situation in my head, going over it again and again.
If someone tells me they like me, etc. I try to dissect every moment in my head. My brain tells myself that I couldn't possibly be worthy enough.
So then, my brain:
thinks that they must have an ulterior motive,
but I know that's not right.
Funny how you can actively think one thing but know something else even if it is contradicting.
That's the thinking I retained from living with a crazy mother.
I wish I could stop, I just don't know how.
This is all just worst now because I'm close to my period.
...Whatever...