Epiphany
I just realized something.
I've never been apart of any group of friends.
Noted, I've always tried, but friends have all formed long before me,
and I'm never quite accepted in as a lasting member.
Any group or anything I can remember trying to be a part of, I've only been in for moments.
I always am the one who shows up, tries to fit in, then fades out.
It's always been that way.
I only have 3 friends I actually talk to on the phone.
I hardly ever see them.
I just don't get it.
What is it about me?
I've never been apart of any group of friends.
Noted, I've always tried, but friends have all formed long before me,
and I'm never quite accepted in as a lasting member.
Any group or anything I can remember trying to be a part of, I've only been in for moments.
I always am the one who shows up, tries to fit in, then fades out.
It's always been that way.
I only have 3 friends I actually talk to on the phone.
I hardly ever see them.
I just don't get it.
What is it about me?