Jan 08, 2008 16:47
Another day, another death in the family. This time the sudden and shocking departure of one of my georgian cousins. (We weren't particularly close because of the geography thing, but I liked him well enough and I am devastated for his family). At this rate I will be relativeless by February.
Similarly an (allegedly) innocent remark by Z when he was talking with meabout him going out on the 19th and mentioned how 'a change of scene might be beneficial' was interpreted by me as him saying that he views me and the baby as some kind of emotional burden and sent me into floods of tears. He says he didn't mean anything like that by it and I believe him because the man doesn't have a malicious bone in his body, but still how would you have interpreted that?
(Hint for mens: 'i know it's your hormones' is another really stupid thing to say, and best avoided)
All in all it's been an emotionally exhausting day and between them all my body feels knocked for a loop and I'm kitten-weak again.
So alot of things are a bit meh but hey my baby is still excellent and hilarious and thanks to his milk addiction has now acquired an impressive double chin, and a round little potbelly to sit atop his skinny frog legs. He dreams intensely and chirrups to himself in his sleep.
sadness,
family,
death,
shock,
woe