Mood Swing # 345687

[rainsinger]

Heh.
Well well well. It seems that my lates of vile moods has not yet burned itselfout of my system so i am posting about it here. Indulging my shadow side and melodarma and all that.

for those of you who have already been whined to via IM this is all prob. redundant stuff.

I want to:

*cut myself.
*seriously dent my skull against something solid
*smash myself
*throw rip and break things
*beat every single nasty emotion out of my head
*rip myself to shreds from without or within whichever is quicker
*shout at people accusing them of nameless and possibly fictional hurtful things i feel stung by
*cry and cry and cry and cry and cry

i do not want to:

eat.
call my family
be sensible, rational or safe