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ha! Stupidity...I double over in laughter!
This is the closest thing I have to a grudge anymore! And it's hilarious (instead of the other ones that just hurt me).
Grudges only hurt when you actually give a shit about the people.
Speaking of which. Dorian, I'm so glad you don't think I hate you anymore. I was bitter, hurt and offended for exactly a day and a half...before real life kicked in and I realized tiny, insignificant little conflicts are no excuse for being a dramatic little pussy and showing your best girl the door. Last thang I want said about the lil situation 'tis beyond over. You guys don't need to be awkward, it's more embarrassing than anything else (other than my spelling skills maybe....sorry virgo).
I think I'm finally growing up and letting go of having to be a poor little depressed, tortured badass. It helps having undramatic friends that don't put you on the defense.
I'll regret every ounce of this...but....
* I love you Greg, you are beautiful, intelligent, dirty, powerful and perfect......you've tricked me into believing in love..badly.... It's a great feeling to stop dating inferior people to pad my fragile little ego. I've nearly been domesticated....he doesn't need to know.
*Dorian you're my favorite because you fucking strive to be straight up. I think you are the last person I would need to cut out. You're my best friend. And if you don't come visit me in Tx I'm going to hunt you down, kill you and eat neil-fetus-Jr, after having extricated it from your decaying womb.
*Forrest you fucking rock! I'm so glad we got to know each other again. You and Dorian would be the only reason I would come back to visit and the only people I care about forgetting me. Whenever I hang out with you I know that there isn't going to be some stupid fucked up little drama to arise. It's so refreshing to know there are solid guys who aren't total fucking pussies. I want you to have my baby...you know you want to carry my butt baby...yes you do
*Aubz You're having a hard time and I hope you find what you are looking for. I think I'll end up writing you alot because you're so mysterious and because I want to know what's up. Love.
*Lisi....You fucking hurt. When I met you you were so full of life and I was totally plutonically enamored with this spunky little Tom Boy, drummer chick. Then I spent years tearing you down and fucking you with your own insecurity, meanwhile you delivered pathetic little jabs. Who knew that I would be the one that everytime I have the balls to think you're the moron, I secretly cringe inside like thinking of an ex-lover. It fucking blows. You hurt.
*Kayla I wish we could get closer but somehow the sun in scorpio/ moon in scorpio somehow blocks it. You've gotten a whole lot of stupid shit from people that you don't deserve. You're so fucking fair to everyone. You don't rank, you don't bullshit. You're not pathetic like the rest of us and step on people to elevate yourself. You're too good for it.
*Kelsea~ I was a fucking c*nt to you. That's all I can say. It was dumb. I think your opinion sometimes intimidates me because you're sometimes hard to please. That's my problem...sorry.
Heather~ You did support me years ago, when you made sense. But I've spent too long repaying. Now, I can't deal with caring for you...I should have a PH'd by now, but I don't...so I'm bitter I guess. You should forgive Forrest it's been a fucking year you're never getting back together..... no one cares. Forgive your mom she's no longer a valid excuse. If you say that you are tired, lazy or feel like you are "losing your mind" on your live journal again...I will fucking delete you. Remember that a year ago you were going to get over forrest, get a license, get a job, go back to school.....hmmmmmmm We're not your hotels, cab drivers or shrinks or emotional puncing bags...we were your friends
KT~ you hate me, you c*nt....just kidding. But you may have died. If I saw you once in a while it would rock.
Well I need to pee. so um...peace
This is the closest thing I have to a grudge anymore! And it's hilarious (instead of the other ones that just hurt me).
Grudges only hurt when you actually give a shit about the people.
Speaking of which. Dorian, I'm so glad you don't think I hate you anymore. I was bitter, hurt and offended for exactly a day and a half...before real life kicked in and I realized tiny, insignificant little conflicts are no excuse for being a dramatic little pussy and showing your best girl the door. Last thang I want said about the lil situation 'tis beyond over. You guys don't need to be awkward, it's more embarrassing than anything else (other than my spelling skills maybe....sorry virgo).
I think I'm finally growing up and letting go of having to be a poor little depressed, tortured badass. It helps having undramatic friends that don't put you on the defense.
I'll regret every ounce of this...but....
* I love you Greg, you are beautiful, intelligent, dirty, powerful and perfect......you've tricked me into believing in love..badly.... It's a great feeling to stop dating inferior people to pad my fragile little ego. I've nearly been domesticated....he doesn't need to know.
*Dorian you're my favorite because you fucking strive to be straight up. I think you are the last person I would need to cut out. You're my best friend. And if you don't come visit me in Tx I'm going to hunt you down, kill you and eat neil-fetus-Jr, after having extricated it from your decaying womb.
*Forrest you fucking rock! I'm so glad we got to know each other again. You and Dorian would be the only reason I would come back to visit and the only people I care about forgetting me. Whenever I hang out with you I know that there isn't going to be some stupid fucked up little drama to arise. It's so refreshing to know there are solid guys who aren't total fucking pussies. I want you to have my baby...you know you want to carry my butt baby...yes you do
*Aubz You're having a hard time and I hope you find what you are looking for. I think I'll end up writing you alot because you're so mysterious and because I want to know what's up. Love.
*Lisi....You fucking hurt. When I met you you were so full of life and I was totally plutonically enamored with this spunky little Tom Boy, drummer chick. Then I spent years tearing you down and fucking you with your own insecurity, meanwhile you delivered pathetic little jabs. Who knew that I would be the one that everytime I have the balls to think you're the moron, I secretly cringe inside like thinking of an ex-lover. It fucking blows. You hurt.
*Kayla I wish we could get closer but somehow the sun in scorpio/ moon in scorpio somehow blocks it. You've gotten a whole lot of stupid shit from people that you don't deserve. You're so fucking fair to everyone. You don't rank, you don't bullshit. You're not pathetic like the rest of us and step on people to elevate yourself. You're too good for it.
*Kelsea~ I was a fucking c*nt to you. That's all I can say. It was dumb. I think your opinion sometimes intimidates me because you're sometimes hard to please. That's my problem...sorry.
Heather~ You did support me years ago, when you made sense. But I've spent too long repaying. Now, I can't deal with caring for you...I should have a PH'd by now, but I don't...so I'm bitter I guess. You should forgive Forrest it's been a fucking year you're never getting back together..... no one cares. Forgive your mom she's no longer a valid excuse. If you say that you are tired, lazy or feel like you are "losing your mind" on your live journal again...I will fucking delete you. Remember that a year ago you were going to get over forrest, get a license, get a job, go back to school.....hmmmmmmm We're not your hotels, cab drivers or shrinks or emotional puncing bags...we were your friends
KT~ you hate me, you c*nt....just kidding. But you may have died. If I saw you once in a while it would rock.
Well I need to pee. so um...peace