Wrong outlook

[rainrunner85]

I have been looking at this whole break up thing all wrong. It is not that I lose one person, but instead it is that I have a chance to give some girls the chance to be with me. Also I think many of my real friends opened my eyes as to some things that were happening that weren't exactly fair or the right thing to do. I never saw it because I was so deep in love but maybe they were right. So you know what? I'm not going to try and win her back. I love her to death but there are many girls, that I see now, that I would like to go out with or want to go out with me. I never saw that before now. This is the time to move on. When I have a positive attitude like this. It is time for me to move on and find a new girl that makes me happy. It is time to leave the past where it belongs... in the past and never look back. I might regret this decision but right now I think it is time to just go out and have a good time. Time to cut loose and not worry about a relationship or even if one is going to come back. Screw it. I can't wait forever and if she ever does want to come back we will have to start back at square one. I'm sure that there is someone out there that will make me happier or atleast just as happy. I even already have a girl in mind, and a few in mind for over spring break. It is about time I hand out those second chances. I kind of doubt that she wanted to be with me when I gave her so many chances and never left but she really didn't take advantage of them and her feelings for me just changed so quickly. Oh well. She had multiple chances so it is her loss now.

Ladies of NIU, Carol Stream, and everywhere in between I am back in the game!