*nudges myself*
I'm here, I'm here, really. The other day I was waiting at some red light and it struck me that the last time I updated this journal, I was in London. London. That was before summer started. I came home from there because I had to think about things and needed some time to just... be myself, and now frankly I've had quite enough of that nonsense.
...at that point the light had turned green awhile ago and people were getting some serious road rage. hahaha. When I start thinking, I really get lost. And I think about the most insignificant things. Last night I realized that it's the things that everyone takes for granted that I don't get. Like mirrors, for instance. I lay awake ALL NIGHT going crazy over that. I spent hours trying to figure out the laws of reflected images; I couldn't measure the angles of refraction. I just don't understand it. How come it shows my image and not someone else's? How come someone else's when they look in it, and not mine? How come eyes can meet in a mirror when you're not looking at each other in real life?
Do you see what happens when I cut myself off from people? I go crazy.
I really missed all of you.
...at that point the light had turned green awhile ago and people were getting some serious road rage. hahaha. When I start thinking, I really get lost. And I think about the most insignificant things. Last night I realized that it's the things that everyone takes for granted that I don't get. Like mirrors, for instance. I lay awake ALL NIGHT going crazy over that. I spent hours trying to figure out the laws of reflected images; I couldn't measure the angles of refraction. I just don't understand it. How come it shows my image and not someone else's? How come someone else's when they look in it, and not mine? How come eyes can meet in a mirror when you're not looking at each other in real life?
Do you see what happens when I cut myself off from people? I go crazy.
I really missed all of you.