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Jan 14, 2004 16:00

ok so i'm updating now... i didn't update before because i resolved to not update about anything negative and annoying and trivial but i am in a very very bad mood right now and have no friends who i feel very comfortable ranting with in access so... yeah. well today sucked and sucked and blowed. so i will make a list of things that i hate because well, that is the mood that i am in.
Things I Hate -- By Amy
1) Ok so imagine this. You are walking with somebody in the hallway or whathaveyou, and then they see somebody that they know but you do not know walking by, and then they either stop and talk to that person for a long time or go off with them. that is like, my least favorite thing in the world. i cannot stand that.
2) When you really like your friend but they are simply not socially acceptable if ya know what i mean. because i mean... who gives?
3) People who are two-faced and at first are all nice to you and then behind your back are all eww i hate you, because i'd rather just not talk to you in person then. i mean i wouldn't be hurt, it's just annoying. but i mean it would be all akward to just be like "i don't like you anymore" so maybe you could like... slowly faze off of friends or something. but let them know. yeah, so nobody gets hurt. i dunno... i'll think of a plan somehow.
4) dating. it sucks. especially since it doesn't exist in my life. oooh and my social life is muy abburido. and yeah. and other people's arent. actually i don't like many people who have huge social lives because they usually annoy me.
5) myself due to my hippocriticalness. i am a very fake friend tos ome people, and i am sure that i am not socially acceptable to many a persona.
6) my spanish teacher
7) people who are way too self-involved and think that when they ask "do you wanna hear about it" (it being something really stupid and boring)and i say yes out of courteousness and then they proceed to tell me everything and then make up stupid boring comments acting like i care. actually i swear i only do that with one person. actually sometimes i do care. ok so this doesn't really apply, but sometimes enough is enough.
8) my gym class. because it sucks. the only good people in it are laura and katherine riley. and we play speedball with sketchy kids.
9) people who pull one of the following.
a. *we are walking in hallway* annoying person says: oooo *names person they know i don't know*! let's go talk to her/him!
b. oh you don't know them? hmm...
c. it's okay, you'll get a boyfriend someday

ok now since i'm so negative i'lls top myself...

Things that i love:
1) my real honest true good friends.
2) when i'm having an awful day and i go to dance or the bus or any other place of sanity and i randomly feel better
3) olivia and her funniness and our future trip to st. lucia, and olivia always cheers me up and i consider her my oliviakins dearest.
4) laura and her spunkiness and supportiveness and how we both share similar sophmore dating dreams
5) sarah and her wit which we share, along with our brain, and love for preggy peggy, long phone conversations, the o.c., and many many many ridiculously large amounts of more.
6) alaina and our same classness and danceness and everything. and how we talk all the time. and how we annoy each other and then randomly are unannoyed. and our spanishness
7)emily and her random stories and keeping my life entertaining at times.
8) ok and TONS more people whom i love. my dream is to cover every friend i have in an entry. oooooh like the friend a day entries. haha that shalt be it.

Things i wish i could be:
1) confident. because i am the most insecure person i know
2) prettier, because yeah i'm not even getting started on this
3) shorter, because i feel too tall
4) smarter, to pass midterms
5) more honest. ok sorry i have to comment on this. this is a story that i have been waiting to tell for un mondo amount of time. so last year ali prier(or prior? sorry) and i were friends, and then one night i guess she was annoying me so i was like "ugh i hate ali" because ya know i say that kind of stuff a lot. and i don't really remember who i was telling but i guess somebody took that the wrong way and went around saying i hated ali. and i didn't hate ali, i really liked her as a friend. but the rumor kept going and when people were liek "do you hate ali?" i just said yes because i am a cool person and that is what i did. i honestly think it was because i didn't want to stand up to people and defend anything, so i just went along with it. and it just escalated into this whole thing. and i still went along with it. so i am just setting it straight. i never hated nor do i hate ali. i thought she was damn nice. but i was just too afraid to say anything. which is why i want the confidence to stand up to people. yeah ok
6) a date to the vday dance, for obvious reasons.
7) a tape recorder

ok i'm done

mwazziez

~amy
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