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I don't know what to say. I've been drafting and redrafting since last night but nothing seems to be working. I miss home but I couldn't leave here without feeling like I've betrayed a new and scary part of myself. I hate this feeling. I want to be at home with all of you but be here with some of these folks too. Maybe the solution is to bring you with me. That would make it easier. That would be simple and let me be me.