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I am horribly lonely without you guys.
I know, I KNOW it will eventually get better.
But .. my god.
Even now, typing it, I'm getting teary.
I shouldn't be, I know, but there's not much I can do about it.
I am confident in my ability to make friends, but I've just NEVER been one of the crowd with the kids with the blond hair and pearly teeth and jock-like behavior [not to be overly assuming, or anything...]
I just miss home.
And it's hard with my dad being so close and yet so far because I can't get off the ship.
I want to come home.
It will get better. [It will get better, it will get better...]
I miss you all. Really and truly from the bottom of my heart.
I know, I KNOW it will eventually get better.
But .. my god.
Even now, typing it, I'm getting teary.
I shouldn't be, I know, but there's not much I can do about it.
I am confident in my ability to make friends, but I've just NEVER been one of the crowd with the kids with the blond hair and pearly teeth and jock-like behavior [not to be overly assuming, or anything...]
I just miss home.
And it's hard with my dad being so close and yet so far because I can't get off the ship.
I want to come home.
It will get better. [It will get better, it will get better...]
I miss you all. Really and truly from the bottom of my heart.