Oct 13, 2005 17:59
I'm having those thoughts again. Those suicidal thoughts. I mean, I constantly feel judged. If i make a mistake, everybody hates me. I need someone who loves me for who I am. And theres nobody there. Its like I'm not good enough. sure some of my friends would argue, but they have to. They are my "friends" I feel so freaking useless. I can't be like this anymore....
I can't think these suicidal thoughts anymore..