To new beginnings
I am excited for the next steps in my life. I'm moving back into my own space. This makes me happiest the most... even if I am unsure of what the new house looks like on the inside. I haven't gotten updated pics and the pics on google are from before the house was "fixed" to living conditions... But i am confident if other people were just living there... that the place is in at least good enough to live in. So here's to hoping.
But regardless I will be back in my own space.... I am looking forward to getting back to my schedule. Getting up. Working out. I've gained a lot of weight over the last year because I've been confined to this room. No space. No privacy.
Oh how I can't wait to be back in my own space!!! Be able to smoke INSIDE the house... and not go outside running my car in the middle of the night. Being able to decorate and make everything look like ME. Oh to be able to cook again and not be judged by not washing the dishes right away. The thing is I'm not washing everyone's dishes. when they cook EVERY night almost....so that is where the dishes come from most of the time. We use paper plates. plastic utensils.
I've also gotten into the terrible habit of eating out everyday because I don't want to be caught in the kitchen and because i don't want to be judged either.
Oh to be able to walk around with half ass clothes. Oh to be able to chill on the couch playing the game. To have my computer desk set up!! where i wont have to hurt my wrist when i have work and when i wanna play the game!. Oh to be able to have both my monitors set up! i am so exited that everything is coming together...
OH TO BE ABLE TO LIVE IN MY OWN TEMP. Heat. no heat up to me.
side note i need a AC
A few things make me sad tho. but all in all. i'm super excited for this next chapter.