Meet Pepper. My baby girl. =)
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My flatmates (except for 3sh) and I had a talk this morning. Two of them want out. One hated the flat for having too many insects. The other wanted to be left alone because she misses her bf too much. The three of us are going to resign before the year ends.
It saddens me. I don't want to leave. I want us 4 to stay together. We can move to another place but that poses another problem. That of raising money again for the deposit. I don't want to move in a dorm where I'll probably end up with a stranger from I don't know where. I don't trust that easily and I'm afraid new roommates might hate me for being suplada. I can adjust to new people, I know, but I don't need new people now. I want my remaining months to be spent around people I know and care about. Not strangers. I'll get plenty of that abroad.
We've got a month to decide. I wish this month would stretch for as long as it could. ;-)
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My college friends and I are planning to throw a bridal shower for a friend who's getting married on the 30th. We'll get a room in a hotel and call a gigolo in to give her some sexy dance or whatever it is that gigolos do at bridal showers. Then we plan to do some serious drinking just like in the good old college days when, instead of doing our thesis, we'd be drinking at the rooftop of Anna's apartment. Last one up does the cleaning. haha. I'm happy for her. To have found her man and to be sure--enough to make her walk down the aisle not because she's pregnant. With this bridal shower bullshit, I'm wondering if I'll be the last in the group to get married. Who'll plan my bridal shower then? =p
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It's been a month. Ganito pala ang maging single ulit. Masaya na malungkot. No pressure and yet nakaka pressure. Marami ako iniisip at ginagawa. Buti nalang. Para sa gabi, knockdown agad.