I just hate the shit we're missing
Morning are the best time for thinking............My sleep pattern continues or lack of sleep pattern i suppose.........I feel very uncomfortable with myself.
So 2006 is only a few days away and i couldnt be happier. Very Cliche but i want to start over. 2005 had its moments but its nothing i really want to hold on to.
So why is 2006 going to be better? Its probably not. But its nice to dream. I'd like to be different. But still be the same.
So i guess my main goal for 2006 is to be me. I am me now, but not to the full extent. I hold things back/in and i dont wish to do that anymore. Im too afriad to say things at times and thats just lame. Cause if i dont say it nobody else will for me.
The only good thing about not being able to sleep is i have lots of time to think/write. Which i suppose is not so good for some people. I figured alot of stuff about people (and myself) im not sure if i feel the same way towards them anymore. I guess we shall see.
I'm going into Boston agian today with the ladies. Kt Callie, Krista, Payal, Sweesh, y possible Jenny B should be lovely.
Im still waiting to go iceskating....Im still waiting for alot of things....