Someone call the ambulance..
There's gonna be an accident, cause I can't see in the dark.
I am coming to terms that with the fact that I regularly encounter the extreme discomfort when I start to feel emotionally vulnerable and the lengths I have gone to avoid such discomfort by simply not showing up in my own life. Allowing people to treat me poorly because I had felt it was what I had deserved for choosing wrong and being at fault for the cause of the emotional pain.