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I think that Tuesday is going to be the best day for me to leave back home now. From what the weather says it is going to be 35 degrees outside and partly couldy, no snow at all. So hopefully that works out for me, and it gives me some time to do a few things here, I needless to say have been neglecting this journal. I have been writing more in my blog on mysapce. I really should just post what I post there on to this and vise versa. I have been feeling a lot of things as of late, mostley confused. a confused mes is what I am.
Maybe seeing that the weather is decent I will go out to lunch today, though I am a bit nervous to drive, I am going to have to soon enough, so a 10-15 minute drive is nothing compared to the 6 hour long one that I am getting closer to doing. Siiiiiigh, who knows maybe I can get Miss Nessa to go with me for lunch though that is just wishfull thinking. For a short period of time I thought it was fun going out to eat by myself, now its just lonley. Its sad that it seems no one ever wants to do anything with me unless it something that they have want to do or need to do. All I want to do is spend some quality time with her before I leave here and Most likey will not be able to come back and visit for a very long time. I am a simple person and all I want is to have lunch with my friend, if only it were that simple. It really seems petty, but its not to me. I think that would be the best gift that I could ever get. Unless someone wants to get me a new car. j/k I should go do something more productive then ramble on in this silly thing.
Maybe seeing that the weather is decent I will go out to lunch today, though I am a bit nervous to drive, I am going to have to soon enough, so a 10-15 minute drive is nothing compared to the 6 hour long one that I am getting closer to doing. Siiiiiigh, who knows maybe I can get Miss Nessa to go with me for lunch though that is just wishfull thinking. For a short period of time I thought it was fun going out to eat by myself, now its just lonley. Its sad that it seems no one ever wants to do anything with me unless it something that they have want to do or need to do. All I want to do is spend some quality time with her before I leave here and Most likey will not be able to come back and visit for a very long time. I am a simple person and all I want is to have lunch with my friend, if only it were that simple. It really seems petty, but its not to me. I think that would be the best gift that I could ever get. Unless someone wants to get me a new car. j/k I should go do something more productive then ramble on in this silly thing.