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bwahahahahahahhhahhahahahahahahahhaahahahhahahahahahah! <<<< excuse that. i'm afraid to admit i'm insane. but it's obvious, right?
i'm watching Green Day's new video on MTV2. i love it. best thing EVER.
so... 12/7/04 was a special date... it was the 63rd anniversary of Pearl Harbor, my aunt Kati's birthday, and me & Wade's 4 month anniversary! can i get a "woot woot"?? 4 frickin months. *dies from the unbelievability*
i hate my "friend" cassy. she grabbed my shoulders today and squeezed them SOOO frickin hard.
i FINALLY got my internet back. *woot woot!* i got it back just because of the fact that i had internet assigned homework... and a little bit of begging & pleading combined... haha.
saw it.
wanted it.
whined about it.
got it.
my friend Cooper has a sticker that says that. it's sooo funny.
ahh sara. i can't believe today was Kristena's last day. *sigh* i'm gonna miss her retardedness. i was about to stab cassy earlier because she was yelling in my ear about how i didn't sit down at the table with you guys... i didn't remember! nobody reminded me! cassy is one cruel little bitch, that's all i have to say... ;)
i still have some feelings for brock. *sighs* i am just one of those people that never gets over their crushes, i guess. hell, i still have a crush on my friend ben smith! but who doesn't... back to brock. brock hates me because i hurt him. what was i supposed to do? hurt wade? no, i don't think so. i love wade far too much. and i know what pushes his depressed buttons. and it happens to be my fault most of the time when he's pissed off/depressed/etc. i don't know. this whole subject is making me pissed off/depressed/etc.
wade doesn't want me to be depressed anymore, and you know, it's not one of those things that you can cure overnight. you have to get over it gradually. and i am trying to be as happy as possible most of the time.
rachel bought me fries today because i was starving my ass off. i usually don't want food, but today was just one of those days... where food just sounded really good.
i'm not going to eat for the next few days... and nobody can make me eat! NO ONE! bwahahahahahaha! just watch me! i might eat the occasional rice krispie treat... but that's it.
tomorrow we have final exams in the odd hours... which for me would be Study Hall, Biology, Career Orientation, and History. yayness. only 2 more days with Mr. Walsh after tomorrow. *sniffle* i will miss him. he's one of the best teachers i've ever had... if not THE best. i'm getting Mr. Walsh an X-mas present. haha. i'll get him a Rage Against the Machine cd. Teehee. Or The Clash. Or i'll get him a band he's never heard of... teehee. because i like doing that. Mr. Walsh is just too awesome to NOT give a present to...
i feel that i've done my duty of updating... talk to you all later!
much love --- gretchen
p.s.- one day, the bananas will take over the world. i promise you this.
i'm watching Green Day's new video on MTV2. i love it. best thing EVER.
so... 12/7/04 was a special date... it was the 63rd anniversary of Pearl Harbor, my aunt Kati's birthday, and me & Wade's 4 month anniversary! can i get a "woot woot"?? 4 frickin months. *dies from the unbelievability*
i hate my "friend" cassy. she grabbed my shoulders today and squeezed them SOOO frickin hard.
i FINALLY got my internet back. *woot woot!* i got it back just because of the fact that i had internet assigned homework... and a little bit of begging & pleading combined... haha.
saw it.
wanted it.
whined about it.
got it.
my friend Cooper has a sticker that says that. it's sooo funny.
ahh sara. i can't believe today was Kristena's last day. *sigh* i'm gonna miss her retardedness. i was about to stab cassy earlier because she was yelling in my ear about how i didn't sit down at the table with you guys... i didn't remember! nobody reminded me! cassy is one cruel little bitch, that's all i have to say... ;)
i still have some feelings for brock. *sighs* i am just one of those people that never gets over their crushes, i guess. hell, i still have a crush on my friend ben smith! but who doesn't... back to brock. brock hates me because i hurt him. what was i supposed to do? hurt wade? no, i don't think so. i love wade far too much. and i know what pushes his depressed buttons. and it happens to be my fault most of the time when he's pissed off/depressed/etc. i don't know. this whole subject is making me pissed off/depressed/etc.
wade doesn't want me to be depressed anymore, and you know, it's not one of those things that you can cure overnight. you have to get over it gradually. and i am trying to be as happy as possible most of the time.
rachel bought me fries today because i was starving my ass off. i usually don't want food, but today was just one of those days... where food just sounded really good.
i'm not going to eat for the next few days... and nobody can make me eat! NO ONE! bwahahahahahaha! just watch me! i might eat the occasional rice krispie treat... but that's it.
tomorrow we have final exams in the odd hours... which for me would be Study Hall, Biology, Career Orientation, and History. yayness. only 2 more days with Mr. Walsh after tomorrow. *sniffle* i will miss him. he's one of the best teachers i've ever had... if not THE best. i'm getting Mr. Walsh an X-mas present. haha. i'll get him a Rage Against the Machine cd. Teehee. Or The Clash. Or i'll get him a band he's never heard of... teehee. because i like doing that. Mr. Walsh is just too awesome to NOT give a present to...
i feel that i've done my duty of updating... talk to you all later!
much love --- gretchen
p.s.- one day, the bananas will take over the world. i promise you this.