***because I'm the wishful thinker with the worst intentions***
Bert is my homeboy. He's the sexiest man in the world! Well, not the sexiest, *because Wade is the sexiest!* but he's pretty close!
Anyways. I went to Wake the Dead last night. What a bunch of fun! *not really* It was actually a very depressing night. My friend Hilary had a friend who was at her house & was trying to commit suicide. It was really sad & I felt really bad for her. I know how it feels to have a friend who's in danger of killing themselves. And I was contemplating suicide basically the whole night...Me saying, " I wish I was dead right now..." And Wade kept on saying, " No... don't say that." And then he was just randomly looking at me and I said, " I don't understand how you think I'm pretty." Then he said, " Fucking beautiful. Oh, god, did I just say something really sappy?" Me- " Oh, that wasn't too sappy." I don't know.
I must say that I looked pretty sexy last night. *rawr* I must also say that my boyfriend Wade also looked very sexy. Mmmm. I wanna eat that up!
Tucker was being really nice to me last night when I was torn apart by rage/depression/madness/etc. He's like, " Oh, honey, what's wrong?" Tucker so likes me. He's like, " Your outfit is cute. Your hair is also cute. You're just cute! If I was straight, I'd so date you." And Tucker did my makeup and stuff. Ahhhh I love gay men! Then CJ kept on messing with my hair and kept on hugging me and stuff. Too much man love! And then CJ is like, " NICK (singer from V.O.C.) IS HOT!" And Wade went like, " CJ, is there something that you'd like to tell us?" LMFAO.
Jesus Christ, I swear to god... Nothing good is coming on my LAUNCHcast radio. It's annoying. I swear!
OH AEROSMITH! FUCK YES!
every time that I look in the mirror
all these lines on my face getting clearer
the past is gone
it went by like dusk to dawn
isn't that the way
everybody's got their dues in life to pay
yeah, I know nobody knows
where it comes and where it goes
I know it's everybody's sin
you got to lose to know how to win
half my life's in books' written pages
live and learn from fools and from sages
you know it's true
all the things come back to you
sing with me, sing for the years
sing for the laughter and sing for the tears
sing with me, if it's just for today
maybe tomorrow the good Lord will take you away
dream on, dream on, dream on,
dream yourself a dream come true
dream on, dream on, dream on,
and dream until your dream comes true
dream on [7x]
I LOVE THIS SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyways. Goodbye all! I love you all! I have nothing else to say!
<3- Gretchen
Anyways. I went to Wake the Dead last night. What a bunch of fun! *not really* It was actually a very depressing night. My friend Hilary had a friend who was at her house & was trying to commit suicide. It was really sad & I felt really bad for her. I know how it feels to have a friend who's in danger of killing themselves. And I was contemplating suicide basically the whole night...Me saying, " I wish I was dead right now..." And Wade kept on saying, " No... don't say that." And then he was just randomly looking at me and I said, " I don't understand how you think I'm pretty." Then he said, " Fucking beautiful. Oh, god, did I just say something really sappy?" Me- " Oh, that wasn't too sappy." I don't know.
I must say that I looked pretty sexy last night. *rawr* I must also say that my boyfriend Wade also looked very sexy. Mmmm. I wanna eat that up!
Tucker was being really nice to me last night when I was torn apart by rage/depression/madness/etc. He's like, " Oh, honey, what's wrong?" Tucker so likes me. He's like, " Your outfit is cute. Your hair is also cute. You're just cute! If I was straight, I'd so date you." And Tucker did my makeup and stuff. Ahhhh I love gay men! Then CJ kept on messing with my hair and kept on hugging me and stuff. Too much man love! And then CJ is like, " NICK (singer from V.O.C.) IS HOT!" And Wade went like, " CJ, is there something that you'd like to tell us?" LMFAO.
Jesus Christ, I swear to god... Nothing good is coming on my LAUNCHcast radio. It's annoying. I swear!
OH AEROSMITH! FUCK YES!
every time that I look in the mirror
all these lines on my face getting clearer
the past is gone
it went by like dusk to dawn
isn't that the way
everybody's got their dues in life to pay
yeah, I know nobody knows
where it comes and where it goes
I know it's everybody's sin
you got to lose to know how to win
half my life's in books' written pages
live and learn from fools and from sages
you know it's true
all the things come back to you
sing with me, sing for the years
sing for the laughter and sing for the tears
sing with me, if it's just for today
maybe tomorrow the good Lord will take you away
dream on, dream on, dream on,
dream yourself a dream come true
dream on, dream on, dream on,
and dream until your dream comes true
dream on [7x]
I LOVE THIS SONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Anyways. Goodbye all! I love you all! I have nothing else to say!
<3- Gretchen